Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be

-American woman, listen to what i say
Town with Calyssa yesterday. As usual, it's one of our typical last minute outings cause i didn't wanna train & she's no school. We bus-ed to town and fug we saw alot of St. Marg's & Raffles' Girls. We were surrounded by 'em so you could imagine how polka-dotish & high beltish we felt. Something happened in the bus which just makes me go 'roflx 100,000,000' while it makes calyssa go 'Fug, there's too much chlorophyll here. Greeeen' While walking to Old Chang Kee we saw someone that looked like Curry Puff so we were like 'Wdf' & we walked over to Cine.
Calyssa was staring at all the International School kids in their ethinic costumes(HOW TYPICAL AH!) We waited for two princesses named Cherryl & Sherryn. We deliberately waited for 'em at the information counter knowing how dense they are :)
We saw like tens of people there from Ij. We saw people from St. Marg's (AGAIN)& MGS.
We went to get tickets for High School Musical 3. Thanks to the two princesses, Calyssa & I were forced to watch the show, but wtv. Cherryl wanted to eat BK for lunch so we headed down to Bk & guess who Calyssa & I saw again, Curry Puff. Well, basically hundreds of our school girls were there, so wtv. We took many unglam pictures of Cherryl & Sherryn. And sherryn eats damn fuggen slow. Imagine if it's Carl's Jr she's eating -__- Gone case.

The movie was kindda alright. Sherryn kept pinching me :' ( THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE MOVIE. Calyssa & I felt fuggen gay when we kept pointing out hot dudes in the show (Other than that overrated male lead, Zac Efron.) Can't really remember what happened after the movie but yeah, there was alot of walking & drama at the last part. Definitely the drama was not with 'em if not i wouldn't be bothered to post about yesterday right. Oh oh, we met Macho, Brunei Girl & Isfawesome. Calyssa & I had our hearts thumping fucking fast(&FURIOUS) while going home.
So that was basically my day yesterday. I need to go out more. I wanna watch The Coffin. I wanna go shopping again!!!!!!!!! CALLING SHERYL SHEN YING EN!! YOUR YOUNGER SISTER WANTS TO GO SHOPPING AGAIN & WE CAN GET HOT & AWESOME LOVE AFFAIR BOOKS AGAIN IN BORDERS & GET MORE ICE CREAMMMMMM & FOOOOD & BAND TEES! (Alright, that was not intended, just a sudden rage of love homones for my older sister & shopping.)
Talked on the phone with Jerrica(You can hear the whole sg go 'wdf') Can't remember what the hell did we talked about but tch yeah, wtv.
This morning was fun, went for smac then mom sent me to school to drop off my form & sheryl shen's(see, im such a nice younger sister ^^) She made me eat breakfast at the cafeteria in Toa Payoh Hub. Initially wanted to eat Delifrance but she detested how the gurkhas were blocking the way. Fetched Liyana from tuition and came back home & slept for 2 hours plus. Mom went for a meeting with a client. How not cool with both parents meeting clients on a saturday. Mom promised to bring us out later to get a baptism present for the Filipino boy Aunty Jean's daughter adopted! How fun, can't wait to go for the baptism tmrw!!

Mithra J, Leticia,Marissa, Chris, Petrina, Mel

My huge awesome fun loving groupies!!

Sheryl Phua, sheryl shen & moron are missing though.

Long gone are the lower sec days

Had alot of bonding time with Ms. Au+the class today. We had talks by teachers & our much dreaded dm.
Got back results today & everyone is getting promoted to secondary three!
We watched a class video which moved everyone. It was awesome to have something like that on our last day as a class today.
My classmates made me cry :'( Im going to miss all 'em especially those that i bonded alot with the past few months. Im glad that we intergrated well with Leticia & Sheryl shen since they joined our class this year.
Here is a little something for my classmates who got invited to read this blog.
Please bear with me as this may sound kindda too out of my hardcore, heartless, assholic world.
Yea, so we only really got fuggen bonded this year just when we're bout to get seperated into different classes.
Everyone in school just see us another typical 'normal academic class' in Ij with many express students & biased teachers looking down on us. But we have proven 'em wrong with many us doing better than the express geeks. Life isn't always about winning but this time round, you just gotta say 'HAH, in your face geeks'.
One strong point about us as a class that we truly do live up to 'ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE' with our attitude of always standing for one another as a class no matter what th situation is especially during Mr. Lim's Math Lessons, hah!
One thing i love about our class is that no matter what fucked up rubbish place or assignment we're stuck in, everyone always have fun no matter which different group of peope we're stuck with. Masses, concerts, inter-class & lessons are fuggen fun with all you. Now we won't have Ms. Au to constantly nag at us. Im affirmative that is something we'll miss dearly. We have Ms. Au to be grateful to cause if it hadn't been for her, alot of other teachers would have just gave up on us after semester one. Even when every other bicthes in school looked down on us, she stood by us continuing to be our pillar of strenght+ perserverance & naggings so that we'll all pull up our socks & do wellin the exams.
Not only was Ms. Au the one who pushed & motivated all of us, but it was also everyone's effort in class that pulled us through this year. So kudos to everyone in our twofive family! There's alot that makes us twofive namely..
1)Everyone's retarded antics of singing, dancing, laughing, cracking out of th world jokes, lameness+ Writing how hot she is on the board
2)Ms. Au's nagging!!! Killer man
3)Sheryl Shen liking who in class talks!!HAH
4)Making Mr. Lim fucken mad during lessons
5)Pissing every other teachers that come into our class
I think the list would just go on if i go any further. So yea, ho ho hopefully yall will get good companies next year in your new classes. I love every single one of you though im always hot-temper-ing with you guys(ooops my bad).



Secondary Two Five!

SECONDARY ONE, Unglam fuck.

Deanne

This is dedicated to my dear chilli padi(NO PUN INTENDED), Deanne Tan Su-Ling
She has finally got her bestfriend who will stick with her for the next 50 years of her life(yes deanne, you will die at th age of sixty four, aww)
Deanne, a word of advice, don't ask your bestfriend out when you're making babies, no good. & Please never ask her out when you're dancing or swimming!!! It will be a bad move!!!!!!!!!!!!
ENJOY WITH YOURNEW FOUND BESTFRIEND & THE SUFFERINGS SHE BRINGS ALONG!!! LOVE YOU 8- )

Ho Ho hopefully

#01. Results tomorrow!
#02. Last day of the academic year tomorrow!
#03. Last day of being a junior tomorrow!
#04. No more Outrageous Two Five nonsense :'(
#05. Muscles aching hardcore!!!!!! Fugggg.
PLEASE STOP PISSING ME OFF, BITCH.

Ruined

Honestly, before this sentence actually existed, i log in and click on the new post button eight times before this post existed.

Im dying to know whythefuck am i feeling so upset/lousy the past few days. I can't stand this annoying feeling. Screw that bloody shiz who fucking ruined mah whole evening with just one bloody sentence coming out from her mouth, i fucking swear i will never forget what she said.

I was planning to post about how fucking fun and awesome school was today but noooooo, some bitch just had to open her mouth/typed it out on msn. Im trying to bloody hell be damn nice to you and there you are fucking behaving like some fucked up bitch. 3 months.. THREE BLOODY FRIGGIN' MONTHS LA WOMAN. And this is how you fucking return the favour?! I hope you fuggen read this & decide to kill yourself by drinking tainted milk or jump off the building ledge cause i fuggen want you to get out of my fucking life with no effort at all coming frm mah side as selfish as it sounds cause this is how FUGGEN SELFISH YOU ARE YOURSELF.

BURRRRRRRRRRRRRN IN HELLLLLLL SUCCCCCCCCKER.

'I don't know how t adjust the webcam'- Whoo loser.

Im here for a second post today cause i do have time on mah hands so might as well i make full use it.
So yesterday was Town with Sheryl & Ariaga Muchek(THE SCENE KID) My sexy gay brudder was supposed to meet us but she couldn't make it :( The Satanic Bitch had a tiff with her dad, awww. So Pet made sure i treated Ariaga well cause apparently, before all these, i only knew her as Ms. Muchek's younger sister.
We bought our band tees and berms from Penin and had lunch over at Funan's Pastamania. I guess we wasted our moolahs cause we had soup+Garlic bread leftovers. Pet should have been there la! We went over to Bugis/Bugis Street and tried looking for a keychain for Ariaga and Pet's friend, but no avail so Ariaga got her a wallet instead. Met Pamela and her stupid PL friend for a while then trained home.

So that was yesterday afternoon. In the evening, i received a Skype Call from Sandra!! Gosh, she's damn sweet thou the time difference is four hours, she called after dinner which is her bed time. We had the most craziest moments on the webcam. All thanks to her constant pestering -___- Poor girl, she has been wanting to webcam with me since god knows when. Haha, finally yeah? She gave me a call just now too:) Miss you bff.

My youngest sister, Liyana kept pestering me to allow her to talk to mary balakrishnan on the webcam and msn messenger just now. Wah shiz, damn annoying ah. Really can't stand her at times. She has got a pretty sharp tongue for a 7 year old(NOT A FUGGEN GOOD THING MAN)
She's finally in bed now. So yeah, i guess i better head to bed soon if i don't wanna be late again and chiong like hell like this morning, blearghes:/

Goooooooooood Night Suckers, Morning Jamie!!!!!

Faggot from N7

I feel damn pissed off & cheated by some friggin' bitch again. And im also friggin' pissed off at some fag who thinks everyone's gonna be fooled by her whole act of being someone who is stucked in the middle and some sort of peacemake when she's just adding salt to everyone's wounds-.- bloody fag

Im supposed to update about my skype conversation with Sandra but im dead tired now.
So that can wait & i'll update about today some other time when my brain's still functioning.
Im just gonna rot while waiting for Dave The Bear to send me the invitation cards. Gawwwd, i hate giving out invitations for partys. Shiiiiiz.

I detest entertaining guests even more -.-

Call me anti-social on saturday but i ain't friggin' talking to those people mah mum invited, i think my cousins are coming( You can hear th whole Sg going "WDF" ) Sheeeesh.

I need to sleep now cause apparently we have to go back to school tmrw, what th cb man. Sorry for my explicity but it can't be help.. what to do...
Gooood Night Suckers & Good Morning Jamie!!

Satanic bitches

The exams are finally over, Thank God for that.
Ikea with Sheryl Shen, Sheryl Phua, Anne, Leticia, Pet & Mel was seriously the shiz.
We were playing in Ikea -.- Sheryl Phua sat in the trolley and everyone left her in a corner until she got damn jealous of us playing and got out from it, haha. Cabbed with Sheryl Shen and Leticia. We caught up alot within the 20mins cab ride. Sent Sheryl home first before heading to Leticia's then Sheryl Phua's. Watched Dead Silence at Sheryl's. HAHA, i swear all of 'em were damn cute when they screamed. Left early and it friggin' rain!!! I was freezing like hell in the bus:(
Swee Ting messaged me saying training was canceled!! So i slept a while longer and met Shanth & Moron at Far East. While crossing at Wheelock's junction, guess who we saw... Pet's most fav junior, period. Head over to Penin and went to Vivo to meet Leticia, Pet, Sheryl, Anne & Mel. They were at Long John's and poor pet had to talk to her imaginary friend when i wasn't around. Leticia, Mel, Anne & Sheryl kept irritating me with the "THAT THING, THAT THING YOU KNOW..." Wah shit, i swear i could have just slap their faces man. But nahhh, i love my gf, mum, brudder, sister-in law too much to do that(YALL BETTER BE GRATEFUL AH!)
We went around Vivo and wha lao, i swear that shopping with Anne and Mel is the worse man, especially Anne. They can just stay in a store for hours la! Leticia got pissed off cause we were fighting over where to go after Vivo. Sorry gffff :( Don't be angry okaaaaaaaaay. We finally settled ourselves near the carpark entrance(HOW UNGLAM) And ate our chocolates and candies from Candy Empire. I bought my awesome Popping candy Cadbhury chocolates and i made everyone try it, heeee :D It's damn nice okay. And it made a mini symphony orchestra in mah throat!!! HOW KEWL IS THAT, HAHA. Sheryl, Pet and everyone else got into the mood of prank-calling (WHICH STARTED SINCE LETICIA& SHERYL WERE AT TOPSHOP-.-)
Bus-ed to Far East and we walked to Lucky Plaza. We bumped into alot of IJ girls ah. And we bumped into Ms. Historian too. After getting our extensions, headed to Paragon and train-ed home with Petrina Chia Pei Linggggggg.

Pet & I realised how bitchy we have been to each other ever since God knows when with the whole talking to each other for one week then the next week give each other fck-ed up faces. Haha, pretty funny actually. We realised how much bitching we've been missing out with each other so this kind brudder wudder of mine promised NEVER TO DAO ME AGAIN, HAHAHA.

Gonna meet Pet, Sheryl Shen & most prolly Chris tmrw for mass. Pet wants to meet her fav junior tmrw, heeee. WE MUST HAVE PRATA TMRWWWWWW!!!!! ;)

Anyways, here is something for Anne, Sheryl Shen, Sheryl Phua, Mel, Leticia & Pet
Thanks yall for the awesomest times the past weeek! Haha, who would have thought that Sheryl Shen and I would actually be having meals with yall out of blue after drifting alot. But still, thanks alot guys :) Having Satanic/ Economic Crises talks with you guys are the bestest. I know i promised to write awesome posts about you guys but... it's kindda late now & Ho ho hopefully this makes up for it! AH, I love you my brudder wudders, Mom, Gf & Sister-In law/Boobshead

(EW THIS SOUND MUSHY BUT WDEVER LA)

WHEN IM W YOU, I'LL MAKE EVERYONE SECOND COUNT CAUSE I MISS YOU.

One more night

Today was friggin' not awesome.
Got up early and met Calyssa at Woodlands and we went back to her place so that she can get her stuff. Wanted to pay respect to Grandpa so went down to Holy Spirit's columbarium. Had a hard time finding the niche. We noticed alot Pereiras were there, haha. Had craving for Prata so after walking around the columbarium for half an hour, we walked down to Prata house and had a pretty late lunch there.
Sandra and Rachel called and told us to meet 'em. Firstly, Rach was like asking us to meet her at Penin so we boarded 166 and then bloody earth, Sandra told us to meet her at Novena first. So we got off at Novena and stupid sandra wasn't anywhere to be seen. So we made full use of the time to go around finding stuffs that we wanted.
After being there for more than hour, kind sandra told us she's already at Raffles -.-
Cal's mum called & told us to get stuffs from AMKHub, and it was a friggin' emergency. So we had to go all the way back to Yishun cause her mum's car is being serviced. Cab to Raffles to meet Sandra then to Penin to meet Rachel.
R & J were being damn ........ in Penin, HAHAHAHA, awwwwwwwww.
I shall blog abt what happened tonight some other day. Cause apparently i feel damn sleepy and it is only 11.31 pm on a weekend!!!!!!
Ah before i end,
Thanks mum, dad, grams, Ethan, Ethan's wife, Elijah, Shaun, Darren, Dulcie, Wynona, Liyana, Aunty Jean and Sandra for making tonight damn awesome! :)

OH! Gravity

Im having this cursed feeling something bad would happen. Ah, whatever.

I hate typing out my post on this bloody cursed PC. I would very much prefer my Stacy(Not the person, my laptop) This bloody keyboard is damn what the fck man, so keyboard/pc-ish. Ah!

So, my mom didn't pms during hari raya(THANK GOD!) We only went to five bloody houses okay. I wore the itchy, long-ish, dumb and itchy malay dress for nothing can. But it was kindda cool finally getting a chance to wear some really traditional stuff. Dulcie and Mom got like the same material but in different colour and i was bloody hell wearing the same colour as my two younger sisters, green. Out of all colours, my mom picked that colour for me, cb. And bloody earth, i had to wear some retarded court shoes (i think that's what you call 'em) which gave me friggin' blisters. Ah, so much for unbun(K)able ah Marissa. I friggin' swear that would be the last time i'm friggin' wearing whatever that dress is called.

On the lighter note of that horrendous dress wearing day, I met my cousins. Haha, funny shiz. They had to help Mama with the drinks for the guest, so i was extra-ing in the kitchen so i helped with the ice. So they made 'em in blocks, so me being such a strong person (VERYSTRONGAH!) broke the ice in pieces. Millions of 'em! HAHA.

And now, my cousins are known as 1) Bibik Jawen 2) Bibik Hani... Both of the names are my first two maids name, HAHA. Serve 'em right for always bulllying this awesome shimmen cousin of theirs, haha.

Went to Papa chris's, Mama Wati's, Baby Adam's and Nek's house also!! HAHA, Omgg, i miss passing to 'em food whenever when we're staying in Yew Tee. Baby Adam's three years old now!! I miss the times whenever we would go over just to watch tele with 'em and go for midnight movies alongside with late night busrides in 302 and Papa chris's 'Tat tat card' classic.

We used to have sleepovers and we would sleep in papa chris's fishing room with all the what used to be scary fishing hooks and rods. He has some obsession with fishes, sheeshfishkebabs.

School was pretty alright. Had debate/oral today. My group is the kewlest okay cause we had Sheryl Shen!! So Mithra and I were getting prepared for it when...

Deanne and Yiru who were our opponents said....

Deanne: Eh give us some pointers eh!

Shari: Eh, how can...

Mithra: Ya lorh, yall have more points than us!

Deanne: You give me one, i give you one.

Sheryl: *Lifts paper she was doodling on and shows it to Deanne* Nah, give you some points ah!

Shari, Mithra: *Starts Laughing* Bloody hell, JY here JY there, What does JY has to do with this?!?!

Deanne purposely shot back at us like siao kao man. But in all, it was gooood! I'm friggin' suffering from a friggin' stomach flu. I can't stand throwing up almost all the time. But tuesday it was hell, i was throwing up during lessons and wahh, i had to go lao sai three bloody times! But it was mostly constipated. Science was slack man! Im damn friggin' grateful to which ever pandai person in mah class for asking Ms. Au to go through Circulatory System. Now, im pandai enough to sit for the paper, haha, wishful thinking. Math was errrrrrrrr damn 'Eh Mr Lim, Hari Raya already, must maaf maaf okay!' HAHA, City Mariam and I enjoy disturbing him with our disturbing malay speaking language and this whole Muslim people's fasting month and New year. Not that we're being offensive just that he always asks City: 'Eh Puasa tak'.

Recess was bloody earthly fun, cause i got to drink my barley, finally after 2 months of being banned from it. Cikgu friggin' made us go back to class to get some materials to study cause it's free period. Sheeesh, but we ended up talking about alot of rubbish things, including cikgu okaay, so much for studying cikgu.

E.P can seriously make my bloody pressure naik. Cause i discovered something about Adam. HAHA, Sorry ah Adam. But i seriously can't stand whatever you were showing me. Lit was bloody earthly awesome.

After school was mugging for literature with loads of rubbish in between pages. Noisy is the new awesome, haha. Trained home with Calyssa and Dinner was damn fck up uh. Im going to finish up afew more pointers on Flowers For Algernon and prolly head to bed or something.

P/s I can't stand how you're tying to make yourself look like some bloody earth victim.

Run baby run, don't ever look back. They'll tear us apart if you give 'em the chance.

SHANTH SHANTH GAY GAY.

Happy 15th Birthday Shanth Balakrishnan!


-I bet this your favourite peekture!! :]
Brudder wudder,
You're a really awesome friend. At times we fight for the most stupid reasons. No matter how major we always claim our cold wars are, we eventually end up making up to each other... Which is damn awesome, HAHA. Hopefully, we'll get to complete our white musical house! HO HO HOPEFULLY!
HAHA, I hope you'll get the most blessed birthday this year!
Enjoy brudder wudder from another mother wudder!!

Sitting on an angry chair

Hmm. Let me begin my post of the week with a little something for Mr/Ms/Dr/Mrs/Mdm LOL.
Whoo, thanks for actually 'pointing out' my grammatical errors and stupidity. Well, in actual fact, 'behind close doors' does exist. Hmm, lets see, It's a television programme which aired on NATIONAL TELEVISION couple months back. Man, i don't even know why im bothered with typing all these out for you. Ah, oh wells, continue tagging my tag board with all your insultations and fancy your mother naming ya LOL. & how i bloody type in my blog posts/whatever you're hitting at is my PASAL, not yours. You want to cari pasal go geylang/tekka/cheena town don't sesat sesat come here , tyvm.

So the week started out pretty alright. Lessons were as boring as usual. Trained home with Becca, Fran and Calyssa. The rest of the evening was such a disappointment.

To San:
Seriously man, i don't know what's your problem. Can't you see im trying real hard to be the best i can be to you? Yes, i admit that i was blowing hot and cold towards you at the beginning, but now when i am trying so fcking hard to put the past behind me, here you are pushing me away. Do you know how much bloody effort i've put in in all that i 've done for you. By totally ditching mah cookies that i baked for you and ditching the daisies that i gave to you is as good as ditching what we have? I don't know what the nonsense more can i say to you now. It's seriously up to you how you want this to turn out man. The choice is up to you, no pressure man.

Bloody hell.

Slow down, this break down's eatin' me alive

Youth Olympic, donkey months ago. (Me, Moron, Mel)(L)

-But i'd rather be here w you

It's been long since i last update. School has been alright for the past few days. Give me some space to blog about about my days starting from Tuesday.

So on tuesday night, i was studying and i needed help on Bio and chem topics so i decided to asked Sam pang. Apparently, she was nice enough to lend her brain for the night. And she is mad cos she studies up till wee hours in the morning!!! Missed school on Wednesday. Back to school on thursday. I love my moron alot for dragging me to the general office along with Sheryl cause i stumbled upon a once-in-a-lifetime thinggy after collecting her stuff. HAHA, moron, if you're reading this, YOU ROCK. While going for EP through the third level bridge, oh my fats, i saw 'hot/panas' man. Hahaha.

Mugged from 8.30 all the way to 5.30 am and i only slept for half an hour before heading to school. Mel, Mariam and Ying en(Sheryl) were worried that i'll fall asleep during lessons cos i was fxking hyper in the morning before assembly.

So friday was basically the slackest day for the week. Science experiment seriously suck-ed to the core. P.E was fantastic cause Moron and I were basically for the first time this year doing our slowest of one round in 2 mins. Hahaha, and we did Medicine ball after that. The whole class were playing silent badminton cos we weren't allow to make too much noise due to the PSLE LC going on next door. Had an really early recess and basically all i did was pass around history notes and laser-mouthing w Moron again(Gahh, how bitchy) AH! I didn't fall asleep at all man.

So got back home quite late and had dinner and had another study marathon with Vicq for 13 hours siol. Amazing but it actually happened with only falling asleep for 45mins while doing math(IT'S MATH,WHAT DO YOU EXPECT) Vicq was uber funny cause she kept asking what time it was and how long more till breakfast. Slept for an hour before watching my Gossip Girl on VideosOnDemand. Could have slept in but i was having a headache and sleeping will only make it worse.

Lyssandra is pissed cos i ditched her today, sorry ah.

Just got off the phone with Sheryl shen ying en. She is damn funny, kept on repeating the same thing about her kaya and curry puff. We were playing make believe,haha. She was damn sad on thursday and friday cos of her kaya, awwww. Cheeeeeeeeer up Ying ennnnnn! : D

Ok, i need to get back to mugging atleast one more chapter of History and i will be done for the night!

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you. And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through. And I can't hold on to you. So I guess I feel lonely, too.

Lor mee+ Sugar cane juice+ teh c

-Hello my friend, we meet again.
Finally got a tag board after much pestering from Jan and Lyssandra(Unglam 24 year olds)
School so far has been pretty alright. Everyone's talking about mugging,studies and other shit stuff in that era. Everyone in class is feeling the heat from the exam fever.

Went for Shine Jesus shine with an awesome bunch of people. Marissa,Aloy,Cheryl,Sheryl,Leticia,Celestine,Christopher(WHO IS SO NOT HOT.), Abigail,Sarah and Christine!! We had MOS before that. Wah, Marissa and I were freezing our ass off in velocity. Reached Novena pretty early. There was this guy in red from Marissa's church who kept saying Hi to Cheryl and the rest, funny shit. Some Joshua,mosses,dominic(I think) dudes joined us. Sheryl was damn emo man during praise and worship. Cheryl and I were the only happy people, ah. Left early to meet Caitlin. And it was home after that.

It was raining hell last nigt. But the lightnings were awesome. Mariam and I had major laser mouth bitch session today. Thanks alot Moron for laser mouth-ing with me :D Lessons were pretty alright today. I slept while Ms. Au asked everyone to gather at Sheryl Shen's table. Art was hilarious man. Cheesecakes from Hilton and Mooncakes from Raffles are the best! :)

Bus-ed home with Sheryl today. Haha, the bus was friggin' cold. Slept all the way to Sengkang. Took 965 home with this St. Joseph person, and i swear she is damn annoying man. People trying to sleep and she was sleeping too but her head ah, kept going side way. AH, my neighbour from the opposit estate some more.

When you're with me, im free;
Im careless, i believe.

Drown your fears w me,

My tears ran down like razorblades
and no,i am not th one t blame.

Im feeling really really emoted right now,but wdever.

We had science for four frigging periods today!!To make things worst it was right after recess.Can you fcking imagine four periods of science?!!!!!
But it was pretty awesome cos I managed to understood what she was going through.I am starting to love sitting infront when it comes to our exam sitting positions.

History paper's on friday.I hope all the exam papers will pass by soon.I already have that annoying feeling i will not be able to do well for Science and i am pretty disturbed by it.The facts won't stay in my head.I wish i had Petx's brain which is really good in picture memory and she could remember every theory,word by word,no kidding.Math has been really fruitful,i love sitting infront for Math cause then only will i be able to listen like all ears sort of thing.Literature is really scaring the shitx out of me given the fact that i do not understand 'My Bird' at all!Mdm Yu's always going off point.I hope i pass Geog this time round.

Alot has happened in the past few days.Sometimes,i really wonder why must God allow such thing happen for no reason at all,sigh.
#01.Lunch and quality time w Rebecca,Cally and Catherine(muffin) on Thursday(24/4)
#02.Lunch and awesome time w Cally,Shanth,Shannen,Sarah and Simone on Friday(25/4)
#03.Nature time and alot shittyx things on Saturday(26/4)
#04.HAHA,the bombxx,mugging session w Muffin,Shanth and simone @ my place.Damn nonsense,ended up only Muffin and I studied cos th other two was playing in th pool.McFlurry and walking across th huge huge fields w muffin on Sun(27/4)

We had assembly yesterday.It was pretty alrite.We watched local films by raw talents,It was really awesome.I love all the videos.I especially enjoyed the 3rd film.It is a music video which was make into a short film.Really really heartxbreaking and warmingx.

I wanna get away frm this place as soon as possible.I really do suck at expressing my feelings cos people always get them mixed up whenever i try expressing myself.I suck at making people happy.I want to be able to comprehend such simple feelings but,every time i do,everything gets stuck in the traffic jam.It's ironic how i told people not to let negativity,bitches and everything that is happening affect them but somehow,i can never apply that for myself(Ironic much?)

#01.Feelings are unabled to be comprehend
#02.Studies are getting slack at th rate i am going.
#03.Learning the chords for the list of songs Dianah gave me is getting unproductive and IJ Fiesta is less than a month away.
#04.Pretty much evrything's suck-ish now.

I am bewildered by the term 'being in love'.I wish there is some communist party againts love.I do not know why,but it seems that whenever you think you have got something going on for you,it starts t fall apart.I am being kept awake at night just thinking about the pain evryone of us has to embrace in different stages of life.I hoped and wished that you are right here nxt t me,star gazing in th park just like how i said i will take you there.Loving someone is really a pain.I wish i can make you happy,i do not ever wish to see you down and out.At night,thinking about just pains th heart.It's something i have really tried to forget but,everything isn't going as planned.Being kept awake by love at night,if you're lucky,you will fall into a deep slumber by the cool air conditioning,if you're not,you will be kept awake the whole night,just you +th pain+thoughts of her.I do not know what you're thinking of,you're not avoiding me,we are still close,but it's weird,are you just gonna keep me hanging?

Everything's taking its toll now.My depriving nights has taken its toll especially on the people around me.I do not kwn why,but i am blowing up at almost evryone.I tried controlling everything but,it just seem to blow up,the harder i try,the worst it gets.I hate what i am feeling right now.I am really feeling numbed now.I can't feel a single ounce of any positive feelings.If this is gonna take a toll on my study,i won't be suprise.


The last song ever.
I wish my life was this song
'cause songs they never die
I could write for years and years
And never have to cry I'd show you how I feel
With out saying a word
I could rap up both are hearts
I know it sounds absurd

And I saw the tears on your face
I shot you down and I slammed the door
But couldn't make a sound
So please stay sweet my dear
Don't hate me now
I can't tell how this last song ends

The way that I feel tonight so down so down I pray I can swim just so I won't drown and the
Waves that crash over me I am gasping for air take my hand so I can breathe as I write this
Last song down

And I saw the tears on your face I shot you down
And I slammed the door but couldn't make a sound
So please stay sweet my dear
Don't hate me now
I can't tell how this last song ends

The broken glass... your moistened skin
Was everything, was everything

And your broken voice... was quivering
You're everything, you're everything

Scream at me make it the best I ever heard
Laugh out loud I know it sounds absurd

Scream at me make it the best I ever heard
You're everything, you're everything

Heart beats slowing pains are growing
Does she love you that's worth knowing?

Heart beats slowing pains are growing
Does she love you that's worth knowing?

You know that i hate this song,cos it was written for you

Caitlin,( :

This post is dedicated t Caitlin ( :
Hey caitlin,don't be so emo-emo laa ok. I do not know what's bothering you but, obstacles are what evry human have t face in their damned lives.Well,you have always been there whenever i need someone t talk t and vent it all out on,so yea, now,it's my turn t return u th favour,so yea,if you need anyone t talk t and someone t listen,im right here honey.
I do not wna see my accident prone netballer sexy voice be uhhhh,unhappy?
Haha,love you loads caring bbbyxx.

#01.iie lurbx eu worxx.
#02.don't be so emo.
#03.Caitlin is so hotxx and kewlxx worxx.(see,it is in your fav colour!Orange!)

Mama,we are all going t hell,

Poetry Slamx boredom w Skittles( :

Haha, ok, wth,i am on th phone w Shan and Shannen,Haha,nice seniors( : see im such a nice junior,Haha.

Will update on life some other time,i am too hooked up on th convo ,heehee.

#01.Exams are here!

#02.Caitlin is so hotxx and kewlxx,( :

#03.There is school 7hours!:O

I feel you all around

Cute stuff,chilli padi,I love Deanne Tan Su-Ling

Today was another typical Saturday. But today was Theatre night. So yeaph,we went to the opening of The Golden Years.So had to wear as usual formal clothing.Damn sian,every weekend have to wear formal. It was this french school near newton.Reached there at 5 plus to meet the producer and director, Gwendolyn Tan,such a fabulous lady,really.Had waffles at waffles town down the road before the concert,super yummy.

So the play was all about these three good friends in the old folks home.Ah Hock,MuthuSami S/O Samisami smthng and Zul.It was basically about how typical the old folks life 's like aft their children dumped them in the home.So,Ah Hock's son who is a young business man that ran into kar-ching problem and he needed money.So Ah hock wanted to raise funds for him.Zul,a famous singer back in his younger days,plan that they shld set up a concert and sell tickets.So,Zul has this gay manager that is super funny that help them in th venue and all those stuff.They sold evry tix and they got the money,but unknowing to the people at the old folk's home,Zul is sick,but he still spent his energy on the concert and when the concert was over,he died doing what he loved the most,it was damn sad.

What i really love about this play is that it is acted out by young and raw talents frm singapore.The had this performance by veteran singers and dancer during the part when ah hock and the rest were suppose to have their concert,it was really awesome.Rommel Aviles who played as Brandon the guy who was Zul's manager is a really awesome guy.I really love their lyrics.There was really alot of originality in it and it really convey the msg that people in their advanced age aren't useless to the community.

Went to meet the cast after the play.Rommel Aviles is a really really really awesome guy so is Sirfan who played Zul. The whole cast except for the performers are young raw talents who really played their role at a awesomely awesome level.Robert Montero was there,he was part of the guest of honour for the opening.Went to talked to the producer/director Gwen,she is a really awesome lady,like no kidding.

Here are some pictures.

Sirfan Sulaimi-Zul and Jace Lee-Ah Hock.>
Rommel Aviles-Brandon and Joanne Tan-Susie
The Cast!


Find Me-Boyce Avenue

So many nights trying to hide it
But now I stay awake just pleading for more
To think this heart was divided
I'm losing sleep cause I can't ignore...

Feeling your touch all around
Peacefully hearing the sound
Of silence around us, so glad we found us this way

Find me, here in your arms
Now I'm wondering where you've always been
Blindly, I came to you
Knowing you'd breathe new life from within

Can't get enough of you

I want to be where you are
In times of need I just want you to stay
I leave a note on your car
When I can't find the right words to say

Hearing your voice all around
The last place we're going is down
I'll blindly follow knowing you're leading the way

Find me, here in your arms
Now I'm wondering where you've always been
Blindly, I came to you
Knowing you'd breathe new life from within

With you in time
There's nothing else
My life stands still
You are the will that makes me strong
Make me strong
If ever alone in this world I know I'll always...

Find me, here in your arms
Now I'm wondering where you've always been
Blindly, I came to you
Knowing you'd breathe new life from within
You sleep, here in my arms
Where the world just shuts down for awhile
Blindly, you came to me
Finding peace and belief in this smile
Find some peace and belief in this smile

Can't get enough of you

#01.Boyce Avenue 's song are damn nice and meaningful

#02.History chpters soon.

#03.I am hungry

#04.It is 1.10am

#06.I miss my bbyx

#07.Caitlin is so hotxx and kewlxx.

No air

still got your face painted on my heart.
Jessica is a very very interesting person,went to talk to her with Marilyn.She is super weird,period.

"eh shari,i think your senior is super scary"-.-

We talked abt fairly well interesting things.There was much laughter in between.

Parents Night yesterday was pretty good.Suprisingly,i did not fall asleep during the talk.Marissa ate 20 over tarts and we were making so many u-turns whenever we see someone.

Went back to the classroom and Pet just ran in and switched off the lights and closed the door.Ass laa Pet.She wanted to scare Sheryl ,Anne and claudia,-.-

Went off to startbucks area outside HOD Room and then,Estelle was running across the brigde to St.Michael's Block when all of the lights are switched off.So,kind me,ran after her to make sure she was alright when she goes up to the Dance Studio.See,Melissa,your son is such a nice person youknow( :

Sheryl's mum sent us to the station.Wanted to grab a bite at Macs but it was packed.So we went to Town Park.Here is an extract frm Anne's blog:

"after we reached town park, put our bags down under a shelter and saw a man running out from the direction of the toilet.and we were comtemplating if we should ran after the man.and while having that thought, we turned to the toilet direction and saw a lady standing outside the toilet looking at the direction where the man was running.so scarrryyy!so we knew something was wrong and so, shari ran to the lady.mel and hafid were running across the road.and when shari cameo utta the toilet, she called me to go in and asked me to talk to the lady.she was standing infront of the mirror fixing her shirt.making her bra and everything.when i stepped in, i didnt know what to say, so i just on the tap and washed my hands.then shari was like,"anne! ask her!"then i went up to the lady and starred at her and she stared at us and she gave us the "ya?" look.and i asked her if she was alright.lady: huh?me: uhm, are you okay?shari: err, did that man that ran out came in here?lady: yes. {and started to do the actions on how the man opened up her shirt}shari and i were shock la.then the lady started crying.so we brought her outta the toilet and i started consoling her while shari kept asking if we should call the police.then she was like,"err, no no. i want to taxi."and she turned away and started crying even more.so shari and i brought her out to the main road and talked to her while walking to the taxi stand.we fond out she was from philipines and is here in singapore for holiday.she lives in a hotel at balestier.:X then we asked if she leaves at hotel 81.:X HAHAHA. i wanted to laugh so badly. :Xbut found out she lives at balestier hotel.lol.yeaah.she was telling us how she got cheated by the guy.she said she was waiting for taxxi outside T.P {town park}and this asshole saw her and saw her wearing such revealing stuff.{yeah, seriously. she was showing her boobs alr. but cant blame her la.}so he went up to her and scolded her for wearing such outfit at such a late hour.{like it's his business -.-}so he said that he'll give her clothes to wear and asked her to follow him.and she stupidly follow -.-he brought her into T.P's toilet and she kept asking him why bring her here and stuffbut he just grabbed her and closed the cubicle door and rip open her shirt and.. yeah.she started screaming and screaming {but we couldnt hear}and the guy did what he wanted to do and ran outta the toilet."

That asshole seriously has no respect for women.

Women are humans too just like men you know.

sheryl and deanne wished they were there,-.- and deanne wants to kick that guy until he goes"My bird!"

Alot has been happening recently.Words and sentences can never be enough to comprehend evrything.All i can say is:

#1.Things are happening way too fast.

#2.Situations are getting more and more stressful now.

#3.Mid-Years are coming and everyone's feeling the pressure.

But on the good side,Thanks Caitlin for hearing me out caring babyx( ;

I finally saw awesomest yesterday and Audrey too.I miss outings with Cally,awesomest and the rest.

#1.Claudia PIE! Stop dragging my guitar laa) :

#2.Cally finally cut off her tail.

#3.Caitlin is so hotxx and kewlxx,she is the best babyx.

#4.Sheryl Phua Yan Qing is so hot and kewl.And I love her like shit loads.

#5.Caitlin's Elmo HAHA Emoticon is scary.

#6.I miss you bbyx.

Take my words,

I NEED YOU BOO,I GOTTA SEE YOU BOO,

SAID THERE ARE HEARTS ALL OVER THE WORLD TONITE<3

Today sucked like crap.I am such a lousy thrower.I kept on getting either no throw or red flag.

Went for lunch with Janet,Elizabeth,Crystal,Swee Ting,Hui Geok,Cynthia,Ms.Mas,Ah Ma,Jacq and Jasmine at PP.We went all the way to pp just to have Food Court laa-.-Haha,lunch was funny.The radio station played How To Save a Life and somehow,i didn't felt like eating anymore and Cynthia,not suprisingly,was singing-.-Crystal was just going on and on about how she loves the fray.

Went to Starbucks with Crystal and Ah Ma to get Ice Mocha.Cynthia took my Whipped Cream and my mocha turned out like crap i tell you.Slept on the way back to ITE Simei,the campus is super big can.Gen was suffering from hunger cos Ah Ma got for her fries frm pp and when she passed it to her,everyone started eating her fries,poor her.(aww)

This idiot woman from i do not know what school ,pushed my junior,dion(sp??) while they were running 800m,she was leading ok!!

There is training tmrw and i still have to meet up with my band to jam for alil while before my training starts,my lunch 45mins is gone.There is still english report which i have yet to start.I bet i will be on Ms.Mucek's blacklisted-list.I miss my lunch dates with people whom i have been really distanced with recently.I do not know what has gotten into me but i have been feeling really awkward around the people i am usually close with.It's just feels like as thou all of us are on different chapters of life.

I feel so pissed off and lousy,Thanks Caitlin for hearing me out( :iie lurbx eu worhxx

I do not know if you know this but,i have been really thinking about all those time when we could talk for hours without getting bored and have so much to say to each other after school or anything.I miss all those quarrels with you on what's hot and what is not and all those stupid retarded jokes we told each other and fowarding each other msges and telling each other it's cheesy.I miss blaming each other for the stupidest thing.I miss having your name on top of my msg inbox and outbox.I miss talking it out with you whenever life gets on my nerves.I miss having you there to hear me out.I miss getting lectured from you over the stupidest things and getting an earful from you when i do things which are stupid to you but not to me.I miss having laughters which last for days with you over retarded things like how funny when you sound when you are angry.I miss coming up with names for you based on what you say and do.I miss having points system with you and always losing out to you cos i always fall for your nasty dirty tricks.In short,i miss having you around,i will do anything to save this from going to waste,you have made an impression on my life and i do not wna lose you now.

#1.My life is officially screwd.

#2.I do not wna go schl tmrw.

#3.Im gna take off tmrw.

#4.Caitlin is so kewlxx and hotxx( :

#5.I miss you oh so badly) ;

I will do anything just to see you tonite,i need you like how th human race needs air and blood.

Define your words.

SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T MAKE IT ON YOUR OWN,
How true aye?

Today was pretty kewlzxxx day ( Other than th damn rain )
Had Animagine and our grp finished 10 mins earlier!!I love my grp,Haha,kewl people.
Deanne and I were taking retarded pictures with the speech bubbles on our heads,frigging kewl ok.Poetry Slam was self entertaining with my usual khakis again.Haha,My 'new best fwen and faithful follower' Sheryl Shen cried )': aww.Siti Mariam played a mean prank on Mithra,Haa,frigging funny(again,another be there sort of thing) And i made up songs for everysingle person in my group!! See,so kind right,right right!!

Pet and i were supposed to train home together but...i don't know what happened.
So yea, It started t rain heavily,damn scary ok.
So we were so desperate t get t tpy that we asked Ms.Teo when she passing by us if she was feeling kind t give us a lift t Tpy and she said Yes but when she mentioned Ms.Mah and Ms.Tong will be there too,Pet and sheryl didn't wna take th lift so it was left w Me,Marissa,Ms.Mah and Ms.Tong in Ms.teo's car.It smelled like my momma's car yo,Haha.During the ride,it was like Ms.Teo was the th mummy of all four girls ,Haha,pretty funny.

Allcomers this sunday and i only trained on Wednesday,there is some stuff going on in TJC so yea,its taking up training time.God(Im not using his name in Vain) ,i really need some time to train.My daddy gave me some tips for training,ayo,too cheem for me to follow.

#1.Caitlin ankles are so not gonna heal at th rate she is doing things.
#2.Thanks Dulcie for helping me out w the phone themes!!
#3.3 more days!!!!!!!!
#4.iie lurbx eu worxxx(as promised,ahem)

Stoning w Jake and the rest @ town w Sacha drinking my Milo is the bombxzxzxx

Haha,today is the bombxzxxx yo.
Even thou Red House wasn't the champion house,atleast our cheerleaders were 1st!!
And everyone that ran for Red House were fabulous!!!

After Sports days was the bombxzxxxx i tell you.
Went to town w Cally,Sacha,Ameera,Audrey and this girl whom i do not know her name,opps.
It was fun going around being random just telling sacha that Red House is the bombxzxx and hi-5-ing each other all the time yo.
HAHA.We had lunch and we went walking around town like lifeless people but it was super kewl and fun.
We then sat along orchard road and just camwhored.Cally and I were walking around w our earpieces stuck in our ears and stoned.I was super nice to share my Milo and Chocs w Sacha ok.
See,im such a nice junior,right right Sacha.( :
Sacha and i were telling each other lame jokes and she came up w retarded jokes.-.-
Cally was damn retarded i swear.

Caitlin is damn cute,Haha.She must be so honoured that i have been praising her so much,right right.

#1.E-learning tmrw!!!
#2.Sacha is funny.
#3.Cally is retarded.
#4.I LOVE CAITLIN.
#5.Caitlin is Funny.

I was born t tell you i love you.

OMG.HOTNESS.

OMG , IM JUST HERE T POST ABOUT HOW KEWL AND HOTXXX AND HOW FABULOUS THIS CAITLIN IS!!!!!!

#1.You will just melt infront of her presence and you will melt at the sound of her sexy voice.
#2.She so rockzxxxxx my world.
#3.And boy,i cannot live without hearing her sexy voice!!

She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.She is so hotxxxx.

I Love her till no words can comprehend(-.-)
iie Lurbx eu worhzxxx

Saturdays are th bombzxxzxxxx.

Yesterday was great!!

Had my typical saturday morning and afternoon,then when we came home,Aunty Jean and Mummy started their typical grown up sessions,-.- and so ,i went out with Cally.

It was bloody crappy and fun.I was msging Caitlin while talking and walking with Cally.It was hilarious.

I received a msg from Caitlin :

Call me now! I tell you why. Faster faster save me.

And im like wth??.So me,being such a nice person and all,gave her a call.

Honestly,i thought Mas Selamat kidnaped her or smthng or maybe she fell into the longkang being such an accident prone person she is,haha(Kidding.)

She then started ranting and ranting about things i shldn't mention here.Omg i tell you,she was just going on and on like a machine gun can,But me being such and understanding person,kept my cool knowing that she is having such a bad day(aww,poor you Caitlin)

You know,Caitlin shld be very grateful to me for the fact that i saved her frm that person.

She was ultimately pissed off to th max and boy,she sound like some scary shit.Even praising her doesn't seem to work.But,hell was she funny at times.

2/3 of the time ystd was spent talking to her,-.- And i laughing and laughing at all th retarded stuff Caitlin was saying and fooling around with Cally.Cally and I invented our imaginary motorbikes,cars,lorries and Ambulances ystd,damn kewl ok.We parked it at somewhere in Yishun.Haha.We passed by a pasarmalam and we decided to have this shop selling Michael Ross & Hamilton-Shimmen burgers when we grow up,Haha.Damn kewl ok..

My mummy is taking forever to get ready,-.-

We are gonna have our typical sunday afternoon later after picking my sis up from my aunt's place.Daddy has to work today!!WDFFFF IS THIS PEOPLE.Atleast,he will be joining us in town later.My sister is having some friends over again today,i bet hell's gonna break loose soon,no doubt people,no doubt i tell you.

Sports Day tomorrow!!I hope red house will atleast get second!Butttt,win or lose,not a big deal,haha,but still it's better t win.(wth) There is training tmrw aft Sports Day.Allcomers is nxt coming sunday,oh shit luh,im so not prepared.Fishhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And th venue is not even confirm!!!!!

#1.Happy Monthsary Rachel Rodrigues and Jake!!

#2.Caitlin , you must be honoured that i spent so much time talking t you ystd,heehee.

#3.GO RED HOUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!( :

Shari:What chocolates do you prefer,Cadbury or Sins?

Caitlin:Cadbury.Haha why?

Shari:Cause im getting chocolates for someone,haha.

Caitlin:Oh haha i wonder who?

Shari:Yea,i wonder who too.Who ah?

Caitlin:I dunno. Haha you tell me.

Hot Crossed Buns anyone??

Hello spastic honeymoon-er!




#01.Thanks Cynthia for telling me i don't suck ( :


#02.I wanna go for Click Five but im only arriving in Sg at 9pm on the 1st of June.


#03.Jessica noticed that her Lime December Issue seems older,hmm.


#04.I passed 7 subjects!!


#05.Daddy has t work on Good Friday!Wdeff is wrong w his company,it's Good Friday for God's Sake!!!!


#06.Mummy bought ton loads of Easter Eggs,heehee.Indulgence.


#07.Hot Crossed Buns are hot ( ;


#08.I MISS YOU BBY ) ;

As long as im living,i 'll be waiting

As promised.

I have no inspiration to blog again.

Im a happy kiddo because..

#1.Science project work has reached home based and it's a SAFEDDDD!!!(In none softball term,it means,it's completed.)

#2.Design and Technology project is productive today,haha.

Im not a happy kiddo because...

#1.I just realised that we still have to do a powerpoint slide on our model for science!!wdff.

#2.I hate today and tomorrow because today marks the beginning of tomorrow and there is school tomorrow.

Janet said the events for allcomers today was great.Haha,I think Cynthia managed to cleared her goal for HighJump since she got second.Now,im damn terrified that i won't be able to clear 6.6 meter for shotput,I damn scared that the people down there are waaaaaaaay better than me and those sort of thing.What if i got beaten by some shitass dudette.Wow,embarrassing much can.I won't be able to come to school or even go out from my house if i don't do well manzxxx.

We were part of th roadsweepers that day,look at our tee's colour,striking.

Cally Feat. Pon-tee-anak staring up her tree.

#01.The priceless picture!!!(Evrybody say'Awesome"!!!)

Hello PGA Women's Champion awesomest butt/pon-tee-anak.
Ssshhh,she is emoing,ltr she bite you then you know.(pon-tee-anak do bite right?)

Awesome!

IT'S A AWESOME FIESTA!!

#1.Dianah loves saying Awesome

#2.So does Dulcie Jean Rae Carmel Hamilton-Shimmen.

This week was Awesome!! (Seee,i told you.)

The Kampong Glam thiggum was pretty good.I was in th same grp as Cally!How kewlxzxxx was that.Two kewl bandmates in th same grp,lawl.We went around kampong glam,how fun was that man(No Sarcasm intended)My grp was as dead as nothing when we heard we will only get to eat our lunches at 1.45pm.But you know what,our wonderful facils just had to drag everything then we only got to eat at 3pm,like wdffff.So after eating our lunch ,Asyikin(sp??) the senior who is in th Senior band in school,Die Homework Die,cally and I were talking about getting The Rampage empty street,empty love(No Pun Intended) a slot during fiesta and we are most prolly getting recess slot.After dismissal,Cally invited me to hang out with her group of friends.So,i met this group of awesome bunch of seniors.There were 4 of 'em but,i have unintentionally forgotten their names.So we went arnd Haji lane taking photos,and then it was off to bugis and town.

We went to have gelato at Tangs.So i had my usual wild berry and cookies and cream.Cally didn't enjoyed my wildberry but the rest did,Haha.So,we walked around orchard and then it was off to skatepark and then home.

Then,Cally,Dianah and I planned to meet up today.So we did.Cally's place was out of bounce today,awww.That bloody toot didn't wanna come over to mine,stupid mofo.So,Dianah was late for band which (intentionally) cause her to miss band.So,we went Yishun park and Ave11 Playgrnd and we slacked,played th guitar and did some photography.

#01.I met an Awesome bunch of people!!

#02.I met the woman w th most awesomest butt,awesomest Dianah!!

#03.I met th woman w th most awesoment laughter,awesomest pon-tee-anak Dianah!!

#04.Meet The Rampage,empty street,empty love(No Pun Intended) lead singer,th awesomest Dianah!!

#05.I met one of the kewlxzxxxx people on earth of loves the colour Red,the senior whom i currently forgotten her name,>.<

#06.Cally wants a pair of gay sunglasses!!Gay-ed

#07.This Weekend was Fantastic!!

#08.MOS Student's night nxt week w kewlzxzxxx and awesome people nxt week!

#09.Lunch w The Rampage on tuesday,Fabulous!

#10.I HAVE THE MOST PRICELESS AWESOMEST PICTURE!It shall be up here tmrw feat. Awesome pon-tee-anak!!

This awesome thing is just for this post.Awesome ain't my thing, Kewlzxzxxxx is , so yeaph , look out for my very very very very very very very Cool/Kewlzxzxzx posts

as usual alrite people.

If I don't say this now I will surely break.As I'm leaving the one I want to take.Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait.My heart has started to separate

Paper bags and plastic hearts.

YOUTH OLYMPIC

East Coast park


Class gathering'08

So today was class gathering and Ms.Champion's bday party.
Ok,too lazy to blog,haha.

"Throw it away ,forget yesterday,we will make the great escape"

Today was one of the most fun i had.
Chesna,Rudy,Deanne,Leticia and Sheryl are such entertaining people.We went to East Coast and we cycled.We got caught in the rain so many times.After we were sick of having to stop and seek shelter once it gets heavier,we decided to just bo-chap abt the rain and just cycle.So we cycled and we got drained heavy shit.It was fun cycling through hugehuge pools of water and hearing Leticia screaming at the slightest stuff.So we cycled all the way to Changi Beach which is more than 10k!!Im so proud of Leticia,Chesna and Rudy cause they intially were afraid to cycle,so yeaph.We then subway-ed and went off to Rudy's for cup noodles and slacking time.Today was total ownage for the March Hols when im supposed to be studying and revising and doing my assignments.

I will most prolly be up all night to complete science written report and most prolly coming up with a story line for english project.

Blue as a boy can be.

Amazingly,I am still awake and blogging at this hour considering the fact that i slept at 4.30am and woke up 5.30am this morning.One hour of sleep actually did enabled me to tay awake through out Science thinggum for the whole day up till now.Petrina was being damn retarded luh today.Eh,Pet Chia,if you're reading this,Rmb t kick ass at the SAC 2nd round match ok && Talk t your gummies again uh,see if they can ever be as entertaining as me and Mel breaking your heart by talking to M_ _ _ _( ;Kidding yoz.

Omg,i hate hate you people now,i swear i will nvr ever come into contact w y'all for the rest of my life.Shittttzo facezoootz.

"Stop & Stare i think im moving but i go nowhere."

Right.

The SSO concert was prettty good.Mummy and Daddy couldn't make it cos there was a congestion for the carpark and so,only Dulcie and I went it.We didn't get the fcking booklet so we spent half of the time figuring out the French love story.We had dinner then we went driving!Haha,i love it when we do that.We went to some 400 yr old graves in Telok Blangah Area.So the piece of land with all those graves belongs to Malaysia.

Then we went to Mount Faber.Dad gave me and Dulcie a brainwash on History.Mainly on Radin Mas and those Royalties.

#1.Mum's gna bring us to some other SSO concerts again.

#2.I have yet to start on my assignments.

#3.Uncle Trevor 's in town.

#4.Daddy has yet to bring me to Santa'Fe!!

#5.Im so gna tao pok Uncle Ian once i see him.

#6.I don't wna go for Sci Camp now,i wna go for my lovely training,See,im so dedicated,not.

#7.Im so packed with School for the hols.

#8.i don't want my appendix to burst after hearing Simone's experience.

#9.I still miss you very much) ;

#10.Get Well Soon Simoneeeee!

Steady hands just take the wheels.

Pain is temporary,Glory is forever.
How true yozz.

Im so now gonna train uber hard-errr and be more committed to shotput to bring More Glory to IJ 's Good Name!
Everyone did well for the Heats and Finals for certain events today!Red Houseeeee did pretty good today ok.We managed to get 1st and 3rd for Shotput for C'Div!And guess who got 1st for C'div??Go and Guess ok ok.( :

School was pretty ok today.I kao pei-ed quite alot of people today.ST and I compared muscles again today,Haha.It was pretty fun getting to know my juniors frm Red house and other Houses.Im proud of my juniors and ST!Haha.Macs with Crystal after training.Then it was train with Melissa N. She solves the Rubiks Cube while I messes it up for her.Pretty fun.
Just got off the phone with Cynthia not long ago.

#1.Paradox's logistics are being settled!We have got our band Stix and Picks settled.
#2.Sessions at Cally's place every Sunday.
#3.Pick Ms.Princess Cynthia every Sunday for sessions frm her place to Cally's place.(Did i mention i have to carry her guitar??)
#4.My Sister Dulcie is going Hwa Chong ! Wdf.

"This is the best day I could ever Remember"

I PASSED LIT BABYYYYYYY.

-i'm SHARI CHERRY BERRY(:

HELLO YOU.

log onto my blog huh huh.
my turn nowww.
xDD

anw, shari, you are sucha retard.
you just sent me a poem over sms bout yourself ehh.
come, lets share with the world alrights? ;]]]]]


My poem for ME

i'm gay.
man, i don't know what to say.


kay, here it goes.


i'm shari.
i love cherries.
and many other types of berries.
like strawberries, blue berry, black berry.

told you i'm gay.
you don't believe my say?
i'm gonna prove it anyway.

i walk to school everyday
and i'd be sick in the brains
to wear a lacey underwear
which gives me buttaches.

when i get home and check my butt
it resembles like at heart
just that my underwear leaves a lacey print
just like a magazine

i'll show you someday
that i'm VERY gay.
but up to now
this is all i can say-
I'M REALLY GAY. ):

-end of poem-



wahahaha. man. good eh. shari's gaaay. ;]]]
kay. it's like 2am now and here's what i'm doinggg.
shari, I'LL BE BACK.



loveloveloves,
annneyy <3

But you feel so far away.

Ok,so today was Sec Twofive and Twosix General L'dership programme.Trekked and Hiked from MacRitchie Resevoir/Nature Reserve all the way to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve and the summit of Bukit Timah.

Melissa,Marissa,Monica,Celestine,Mithra,Naomi,Tiffany,Gwen,Hafidzah,Mariam,Cheng Yi,Fion,Mayanne,Jia Li and Mr.V were my grp members,All 16 of us were called Oooo Oooo Ah Ah Monkeys!
So we reached MacRitchie and got delayed by almost an hour while other groups were already starting off their journey.We camwhored while waiting to be allowed to set off.I had to lead my group,wonderful Ms.Au just had to assigned me as a group leader.Luckily,my fab partner,Melissa was there beside me to help me along and so were the people behind me to help me convey msges to the peeps at the back.The great part of today was that , even though my group were being delayed for almost an hour after other group started off,non of them let it damp their mood for the Hike.All of us still had that 'Ughhh' Enthusiastic attitude for the hike.
We saw really cool and interesting things/living things along our hike.
Here are some of the things we saw:
(1)Snakes.
(2)Squirrels(sp??)
(3)Monkeys(Pretty obviously.)
(4)Butterflies.
(5)Different breeds of Lizards.
(6)Huge Gigantic Ants.
(7)Different Species of plantations we rarely get to see in our daily lives.
Our group was really really really bonded.We don't usually mix around with each other in school.We learned that if we set our differences aside,we are able to overcome come whatever shitty2bang2 things in our way.I admit,i don't usually hang arnd with Tiffany ,Naomi,Cheng Yi and some few other of them in school,i felt that this trip helped me learned more about them even though my whole hot3 family was in the same group as me,we were able to communicate with each other and not alien ourselves.Suprisingly,people who usually don't open up much during lessons like Jia Li,actually screamed,shouted,laughed and played along with all of us the noisy people.Im sure all of us learned alot abt one another.Everyone played their part in this whole hiking thingy,like for example,Marissa and Celestine and the rest singing their hearts out to motivate everyone not to give up and perserveare(esp,Marissa,the choirist.)Cheng Yi,telling everyone to eat and drink healthy and giving us all sorts of nutrients advices.And the rest of us providing the laughter and nonsense to keep everyone alive.I admit the stupid mentality advice was pretty lame,but hey,it did help atleast a lil rightt.Even though we were the second last group to reached the Peak,everyone did not give up and everyone just continued to enjoy nature and chionging up Bukit Timah and rampaging thru nature,that's what i find is the best part of our group.Who would have thought this thinggy would have taught us so much things about the people around us.And from this i conclude that Everyone has their goods.It just depends on how we look at them and that no matter how hard the obstacles we face or how tough the road gets,through helping hands ,perservearance,faith,determination and more importantly,team work and cooperation,impossible is nothing .You will complete what you have set on to do if you put your all in it.Even though we weren't first or second or third,we completed the whole course.Well,well done to all the teams yo.

Slacked like shit during training after the hike.Went to sand pit and throwed afew times.I have a new junior today.Her name is J-(something.),sec 1/8.I bet Crystal Fong is still pissed at the juniors like how i am.Im really sad that the juniors don't have that exact equal amount of respect for us seniors like how we have respect for our B'Div seniors.My shotput juniors don't take trainings seriously,very saddening.They said "Only one year senior frm us,so?"but to quote Dhivyaa(Sp??) :It's still one year.

I slacked like shit that i was so free to watch the sprinters doing 200 m relays,go to the high jump area and talked to Cynthia abt i don't knw what,msg people in the canteen,stare at how wonderful my shot put juniors are.
After training ended,Cynthia's wonderful juniors told me alot of things which are i don't think is appropriate to describe Cynthia.Well,i gotta say is that,if the juniors respect us seniors,alot of things would be different,esp their impression of us.Cynthia Tan,if youre reading this,pls don't complain alot,later your voice become even worse than what it is now and you won't sing Stop and Stare for me,grrrrrrr.Can you please study the song woman.

Janet Sim is still Princess Whiner,early morning have to listen to her whining abt the hike and the food and evrything.Haha,damn funny uh that woman.

"Laying on my shoulders,im sick of feeling down"

Stop but don't stare.

I really can't get to sleep tonight.At the rate im going,im really pissing myself off.

Training turned out to be better than what Sleeping(ST) and I anticipated after what happened on Monday.Coach said my backward throw is better now !! And he said We trained well today-Clap3.Ms.Chua finally appeared during training today!She promised us weights training so many times before but,it nvr happens-.- but me,being such a kind soul did not taopok her as she was wearing my favourite colour today,HAHA.
My throat is feeling really terrible now.Headache is killing me oh so badly but i can't get to sleep.My temperature has been on and off lately,weird.
Talked to Cynthia after training .Can you believe it , we talked till seven.We were mainly talking about how hyped we are about Click Five and Paramore!(Pretty Obvious.)I really really really hope Paramore gets confirmed and Hopefully One Republic will come down to Sg!
I pity her,she wanted to Stop and Stare at random people while on the way home yesterday but all she get to meet was a Beng Couple. So,smart her was smart enough not to stop and stare cause : Cynthia's desire to stop and stare at random people+Beng Couple=Hell,Black Eye and Piang;limbs being trashed.Lawl.
Im listening to Empty like for the over uncountable time tonight/today.

Sheryl Phua is damn weird and Crazy(Just Like SHERYL SHEN whom she loves deeply,aww)During HHF,we had to run using the rubber bands,sucks much.Sheryl was like cheering and cheering and cheering like a broken tape recorder.Haha.Class was definitely more bonded this time round.

"Steady hands just take the wheel"

"I wanna stop and stare at random people"

Cynthia got my head polluted with Click Five . Haha, three quarter of the time we talked are usually spent talking about Click five and One Republic(-Screams)
That poor girl was stuck in school to do her project and homeworks.She wants to stop and stare at random people on the streets,Weirdo much right.Haha,im looking forward to upcoming concerts this year with Cynthia,my concerts buddy.Haha.

Im listening to tons of Click Five , One Republic and Lenny Kravitz s' songs like crazy now.Lenny Kravitz 's New album ain't too bad,I love I'll Be Waiting,it carries great meaning don't you agree.I want to get Simple Plan's latest album but i am still considering.Sheryl Phua made a statement in the school hall today stating :"Even thou Simple Plan's Songs are pop-rockish , the lyrics are very meaningful" and of course ending it with :"Pierre 's hair now is damn hot luh" And Mel agrees with her and also by stating:"Yea,I agree with Sheryl that what matters is that the lyrics." And everyone soon started ranting about how they hate Techno,Trance(Sp??) and all those shitty shitty bang bang songs.

Visual arts was a total bummer today.We missed our precious recess time getting lectured by Mrs.Ng cos we missed two whole periods of Visual Arts in the morning.

Well, im gonna go and do Math assignment which was due monday,lawl and pretty obviously revise for History!

I've seen you cry into the night.I feel your pain..Can I make it right?I realized there's no end inside

Life, what a word.

Maybe we are better off this way.




Im really tired.
Had one of the best times in school today.
Mass and Concert was good.Met up with hot3 family in the morning at Macs.Sheryl Phua is frigging weird,Haha,spastic luh that woman.

Almost everything isn't going on well now.Two people i know passed away yesterday and today.School isn't going well.Science test was screwd.Geog project was long over dued but Ms.Teo(is that her name?)didn't collect it from us even thou she has been complaining abt our class not handing in assignments.Mel and I were doing our own stuff( I was Msging JayTee while Mel was writing a letter) and she was talking away then she came up to our tables and Mel and I were like `omg`.Luckily she didn't notice what we were doing but she checked our papers instead.Mel and I were like "goodness,she is some scary shit man" for the nxt 20 mins.She is seriously scary manxz.

Socialism is a huge cause of stress,don't you think so? MmmHmm.

Im too lazy to continue the rest of what i wanna post so I will continue some other time.

I just watched Im Not Stupid Too for the 10th time and it still nvr fails to move me.

"It’s not right, not ok.Say the words that you say.Maybe we’re better off this way?.I’m not fine, I’m in pain.It’s harder everyday.Maybe we’re better off this way?.It’s better that we break."

( ;

I want to shoot someone right , at the same time , i want someone to shoot me too.




Hi people ,im here to update again .





Well , let me start off my post by thanking Ms.Caitlin Sahetapy .





Yo woman , Thanks alot for like the talks in the past few days . Sorry if what (you-knw-who) hurted your feelings by calling you a Biatch even thou she doesn't know who you are.
Sorry for like not like watching your game but doing my h/w instead , Haha . I promise you , your nxt game , i will watch it,record it and before i go to sleep evry night , i will watch that paticular match over and over again ok, ( ok, i sound so sick down here , opps;)
Anyways , you make me laugh real hard luh , you and your stupid mouth just had to make noise and that stupid woman found out that i was on the line with you also at the same time -.-


Your damn retarded luh , i will find your most GLAM And Sexy photo and give it to that stupid woman and say it's your most UNGLAM photo ok woman , Haha , lawl.





Ok , people , im done with this post !


Chiao !