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Hi, I don't know why the fuck do I feel this way but.. I think I'm starting to miss you.
Why the shit do I even feel this way when you're someone who only pisses the fuck out of me with everything you do?

Please be safe
x

I feel like I'm drowning in ice water. My lips have turned a shade of blue. I'm frozen with this fear that you may disappear before I've given you the truth.

I bleed my heart out on this paper for you so you can see what I can't say. I'm dying here 'cause I can't say what I want to. I bleed my heart out just for you

I've always dreamed about this moment and now it's here and I've turned to stone. I stand here petrified as I look you in your eyes. My head is ready to explode

And it's all here in black and white and red for all the times those words were never said

Legal

Something today made my week and made me realised how hard work really pays off. I finally passed my Social Studies paper. I'm hoping my geography result would be as pretty too. N Lvl is starting soon. 6th September, my first written paper. I hope I will be able to scrape atleast a grade 2 for malay. I was freakin' disappointed with my malay prelims result.

Had an awesome lunch with Sufyan, maria and mona. Love days like this when all we do is laugh at everything and anything.

And Mona, there's more to Life than what you're facing now. God is making you stronger by giving you obstacles like this. It makes you stronger and a better person. You have the people around you who loves you genuinely and who would never cross the line to hurt you. "No one can judge you for how you heal your heart because no one is feeling the pain you're going through" -Some qoute I ripped off tumblr. :) I've never been much of a friend the past year but I'd hope you know that I'm always here if you need Mutton Curry, Prata, Murtabak and Durian.
xx

Happy Birthday, Bra! Keep gaying

I have so much to say to you right now but at the same time, there's so much that is holding me back from saying everything that I want to say to you.

Why is it that everything that has ever happened between us always had some difficulty?

Keep marchin' on




:)

Hope is the most exciting thing in life and if you honestly believe that love is out there, it will come. And even if it doesn't come straight away there is still that chance all through your life that it will.

-Josh Hartnett

Photos from meeting Yan, Isfa, Huda, Shu and Tammy last night. And at the bottom, photos from Malay Theatre with the school on 21st July '10.

Corn, corn

This whole week has been pretty eventful. On the two days I was on MC, went to meet Elly, Anas and Shu to lepak after they were done with school. I watched more than 6movies on HBO Channels more than I have ever watched before within 1week.

Two cents worth: This shit doesn't really bother or affects me. But what really makes me feel like this shit like that piece of corn is how actions that were never made by your body or words that never came from your mouth suddenly becomes yours.

Anyway, Thanks Di for the texts you sent me. Really helpful. Had a pretty good saturday yesterday. 3hours of Math tuition and then lepak with shu the emo butterfly, Tammy, (Iforgothername) and Huda the generous smoker. :)

Sissy and I are home alone. Weather is pretty shiok right now. Stay this way, don't ever change.

Mother Tongue Oral tomorrow @Balastier Hill tomorrow.

Grade1. Grade1. Grade1. Grade1.