Haha, i 'm shocked to know that there are still people here, though my tag board is kindda dead.
Haha, faithful readers of theawesomestshit, salute you people.
So yea.. it's the new year. I don't really like how my year's going right now. Everything's still as shitty as ever. I am amazed at how fast i am able to screw up this year. I'm just glad that i've not been lagging behind in my school work. I don't know why do i always find myself in this sort of situations.
The past weeks have been really hectic. Trainings, school work, church, family.. the list just goes on man. My social life's dead now. I've been neglecting alot of stuff. I've been ignoring alot of people in school. Honestly, the person i used to call bestfr is nothing but an hell sent arsehole. I read my old posts from last year. Nov holiday posts are what hit me hard. Amazing how i used to be so close to shanth, calyssa & etc. And amazing how i used to be so in love with heath/ j.
Never thought anything could come between my friendship with 'em till one faithful day, simone just had to do something do my msn conversation with her which jeopardised everything. I don't blame her cause everything that happens is god's will and noone can change that. Instead, i shall thank her cause after my friendship with 'em came to a bitter end, i realised there's more to life than just hanging out with seniors & having people being envious of you for being friends with seniors.
I'm a senior now. And i 'm not friends with any juniors except for those who are in track. I'd talk to 'em but only Hi Bye cause it's damn cliched how juniors thinks that they're all that when seniors talk to 'em. There's a tendency that there might be some jealousy rage between two juniors when you're friends with 'em and i do not wish to be part of that kind of shit after what happened couple weeks back.
I guess what im going through is just a phase. I'm sure i'll get out of this soon, hopefully.
I fell yesterday during training & my right leg is hurting real badly at the wounded area. I think my leg's pretty much cacat right now. I need to go for a haircut tmr and i'll be heading down to s.a.m tmr alone cause all the arsewipe friends of mine bailed out on me : ( Last minute somemore! tsk
I decided not to talk to some arsewipe person anymore. I feel disgusted for having such a friend like her. Been giving her cold replies and all that jazz. And she actually thought i was smiling at her whne i saw my other friends with her yesterday after training, yucks don't be so disgusting please.
