Greetings, the year's ending soon. Hopefully all of us will have an awesome ending to 2010 and a -great start to 2011. Just received an e-mail from A. Seline regarding the photos from Christmas Day with family and it seems like I'll only be able to download 'em in 9 hours +

Will be back for more updates once the photos are downloaded and up on Facebook.

A penny for my thoughts: How is it possible for anyone to actually grow up mentally when they're so caught up in their own little egoistic drama? Seriously. I expected better from someone your age dude.. You're bloody 16

1. 'Rents argued during Christmas gathering and just left. Ruined my mood.
2. Dinner @ Wee Nam Kee's with baby. It was bloody awesome but it made the both of us bloated like anything else in the world.
3. Spent Christmas night with her. Went to the prata shop. It was so empty!!!!!
4. Christmas lunch today at Granddad's. I don't like him. He's my father's irresponsible biological father.
5. Mom's fried rice for brunch. Ohm nom nom nom

So, all the anxiety and shit are over. Received my results yesterday. Wanted to die while Mrs. Lee was talking about the overall performance and while sitting down in the hall with my classmates and the 4/10 girls, you could actually feel the negative vibes from people around you. Everyone was so worried. I was on the verge of breaking down being so scared to disappoint the 'rents.

Well, none of my family members came because they're too busy living their own lives but I'm glad Yan, Elly and Bonnie came down. ;-) The Sec 5s were there too. It was great seeing 'em.

Received my results with Bonnie and Elly beside me. Wanted to die but when I saw the word promoted, I was on cloud fucking nine. To top it all off, I managed to pass all 7 subjects. Like hell fucking yeah man. But I'm still disappointed with my aggregate because it was less than satisfying.

Had drinks with Diana, Elly, Sya and Yan last night to celebrate the pass and sya's graduation. It was good. Had a good, good time. Going to get ready and make plans with 'em. Everyone's still half dead.

Have a good weekend

x

A quick one before I start getting ready for school. So the 17th of December is finally here. I've been anticipating this day since the end of my N levels. That piece of paper that I'm going to receive from Mmtan is going to determine my future. <11pts>

Lord, have mercy

Why must people make something which is not of their concern into something so political?

Greetings ol' folks.. So a lot has been happening. A lot happened today. I'm left with questions like how to am I going to fix things and go through this whole crap have been running through my mind for the past few hours.

This is what you get when you let your anger win

Ho ho hopefully

Greetings ol' folks, the week went past fast and the weekend is here. I have the whole house to myself since everyone's only coming back in the evening. This is good because I don't feel like seeing anyone today.

13 more days to N level results. I'm pretty scared for it. So many 'What if's going through my head. I can imagine how hurt and disappointed the 'rents would be if I don't get the grades they expected. Like they always say, what is done is done so I'm going to pray for the best. 17th December, please don't disappoint me.

25 days to Christmas started 3 days ago. Usually, this is would be the happiest time of the year for me but nah, not this year. I haven't even started sending Christmas cards and I really can't be bothered with going gifts shopping with the 'rents even though I've been doing so every year since forever.

This sucks.

x

You don't love me, you don't care

Today's one hell of a busy day. Just got back from IMM to go grocery shopping and breakfast with mom. She ditched me to get her reading glasses so I had to buy the groceries myself. I got lost in Giant and some china lady assisted me. I couldn't understand a single thing she said.

I'm going to get some rest first while listening to The Kooks & Oasis before the shit starts tonight.

Greetings theawesomestshit.blogspot.com, I'm back from my weekend getaway with my favourite soldiers. It was pretty good, I enjoyed myself throughly. We've seen the best out of everyone and the worst. E.g snoring while sleeping and yeah, the list goes on.

We actually made it for mass in the morning after our first night even though we stayed up till pretty late. I'm meeting 'em later on + a few other school girls + Ivy's friends. Hope the pool party would be a success. It's Ivy's 16th anyway so it better be.

So speaking of the weekend getaway, I loved the walking the streets of Singapore in the middle of night part the most despite doing a lot of things which are my hardcore favourite nonsense. The walks were different from the nights I always have with my friends when I go out till dawn. I'm not quite sure why also... Something to ponder over when I go to bed later, then maybe I'd fall asleep.

Just came back from a night at the prata shop opposite my place with Galisten and Bonnie. Had a great time catching up with her. Headed to Northpoint with Bonnie. We walked there and laughed all the way till we got home. I think my mom's getting really used to me going out late at night and coming home after 2am. It's sort of becoming a habit.. again. Damn myself.

x

The week has been treating me fairly good so far. So many things on my mind, so many words I typed but I selected all & deleted it. Waste my damn energy and time but you know what, whatever man. The night is still young..

It was IJ's Prom Night and I'm being told that Rina Kaur (She's a liverpool supporter by the way) is Prom Queen 2010. Congratulations even though I don't approve of your support for Liverpool. Hope the girls I know graduating this year had fun at their prom. I'm sure all of 'em look really gorgeous in the dresses or pants whichever applicable.

So the shit that's buzzing for the weekend:

1. Conrad with Jasmine, Ivy, Kiana, Banina, Becky & Celestine
2. Bulldozer's confirmation. (BE A BETTER CATHOLIC, PLEASE. heh heh)
3. Sissy will be back from Japan. I think. Hah hope she gets me some good shit from there.

x

I went for a hair cut. @ Town w my babes. Awesome day

Morons for Life, baby.

I am so damn suuu-weet. I know

My sex bomb.

You can break everything down into chemicals, but you can't explain a love like ours

Over the weekend:

1. Spent at Diana's
2. Late night walks to Macs @ Bt. Timah Plaza
3. Catching up and talking till 4 in the morning
4. Pancakes for branch made by mummy
5. Need for Speed, Grand Theft Auto & Rock band @ Herman's

What's buzzing this week:

• Shopping with my soldiers @ Town tomorrow
• Movie with Mop & Moron (Double Ms/ M&Ms, hee I like^^)
• Bulldozer's coming back from MALAYSIA tomorrow
• Buddy and babe are coming back on Thursday
• Out with mom on Thursday
• F-f-f-f-f-friday; Diana will be done with O's. Coffee with Sa cha after doing her hair. Arabian smoke with LomoInc, Diana and Sa cha in the evening.

For now, I just want my application to get approved. I need to get out of Singapore, pronto.

Limejuices+ Rootbeer on a random saturday night in town right after my self awareness camp this year. I miss 'em like hell man especially Diana. :-(

Photos from 2009 which completed the year!
HAHAHAHAHA, this photo... Damn
Miss days like this
Ivy's
Logistic for Artsjam 2009
Ting sweeeee
Prata house after farewell planning at my place
Cyn! Cyn! Cyn!
Deanne's chalet. Having macs at 3 in the morning with Rita

Monalisa!

SINGAPORE IDOL DAYSSSS
The photo that earned me the name Fishball by Soffi Peters
Random nights @ Starbucks with Shannen
The moment everyone started calling me toilet role thanks to Celine.
I love this handbag..
Baking @ the super expensive baking school!
HAHAHA, I SO SEKKKSIIIII SIOLL
Tao Pok on 8th Aug
Macs @ Jln Ayer Mata before stace left
Shari: OH MY GOSH SHAN

Shan: HUH, WHAT DID I DO
Udders with Stace cake
When I was still fit and training, HAHAHAHA
When times were still great with Shannen
Haha, Maria and I spoiling people's photos
I miss you, bra. Gone were the good ol' days
Days @ Kallang w my bras. Miss 'em so much
Mop was having an orgasm
I miss after school days in the canteen

Come what may, nothing's going to make hate these girls up there. I love you guys so much and thanks to you guys, school has been so much more bearable. I'm glad that you guys are my fellow kick ass homiez/ soldiers.

x

P.s Nothing's going to make hate my awesome lepak friend, Diana too. Miss her so much :-(

Close your eyes, clear your heart, cut the cold

School was goooood today, had a blast with the girls and the rest of the NA cohort. The amazing race at Changi was bloody funtastic. I especially enjoyed lunch with the girls today. We all had so much to talk about since we haven't been meeting up much. We were all so excited to talk to each other today, I like.

Nicky called me this morning at 2.15am. I was glad I wasn't sleeping yet or else I would have missed the call. Stupid Nicky was laughing at my previous post. Stupid bitch, I can be full of sense and dollars too okay! Bitch.. _|_

Tomorrow's officially the last day of school. Yayer, I can't freaking hell wait. Cycling with the girls on Fridayyyyyy.

x

P.s Good luck for your papers Diana, Lira. :-)

I have to be up for school in 3 hours and 15minutes but here I am on the net, blogging to get whatever's in my system out.

I spent my weekend mopping around the house. While mopping around the house, I was thinking about someone. Heck, I was thinking about that someone, ok lets name that person A.. So as I was saying, I was thinking about A probably 89% of the time during my weekend. It's like a disease and it's scary.

Things between A and I have always been filled with ups and downs but we thought we'd work things out eventually but guess we stand corrected. Things played out differently and I'm not sure about A but I'm bloody hell affected by it. I can't really be bothered by the shit I had to go through, I'm just affected by how I lost her just. like. that. You know what I mean?

I thought maybe this time round, things might actually be different from all the others but haha, things are actually different but not how I expected it to be. Meeting A did change how I feel about living the year 2010 and it actually did add glitter to my decision to come back to sg. She changed my perspective on so many things. She doesn't even know how much she changed me but it's okay, as long as she's happy living her life, I'll be happy for her.

x

There are so many things going through my head right now. I lost all drive in life and I don't feel like doing anything for the rest of the holidays. The damned phone conversation I had right after work last night totally killed me.

I never felt so insulted in my whole entire life. Apart from feeling so bloody insulted, I lost you. People are always saying (even myself): You're still young, you'll find someone else. But guys, have yall ever thought that maybe, just maybe there are some people you might want to keep for the rest of your life even as a friend?

As stupid as this may sound, I feel so taunted. Whatever Val's dad said (shout to be precise) is still replaying in my head like a broken record.

I need help

Led Zeppelin's greatest masterpiece. I do not understand how anyone could hate this. You have to be fucking pyscho to be hating this, I'm serious.

Working for two days in the F&B Industry has taught me that I should seriously be more considerate to the people working at any fast food joint that I eat at because it is no easy job to keep the place comfortable for everyone and please every customer.

Standing for six hours is a killer. I just hope I survive long enough on this job man.

x

This will be my very last time posting from my awesome apartment in Northoaks. Tomorrow is the last day of my exams(YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!) and the day we are moving out of this awesome apartment which my parents stupidly sold and bought some shitty ass resort looking like apartment in Selataris.

Had a really good time with Diana and Herman last night. Love those two so much. Had a pretty good dinner after lepaking at Herman's place. Had drinks and lepak-ed at Teban reservoir after that till late then headed back to Diana's place. Had an awesome night/ early morning at Diana's ;-) Mummy made us lunch, yummy but fucking ass spicy lunch.

I'm home now and my god, so much more shit to do! Yay, two maids are over at my place but I don't like 'em.

x

Please make your own way out

x

I'm up studying for my Biology and Chemistry papers later on. I just came here to say I'm going to die.

Bye

;-)

A quick one before breakfast....

1. Had a really good time with the girls and Herman last night
   
2. Kitkat, beer and stout--> HUGE NO-NO
   
3. Diana won 3 games in a row of pool against the boys! Dayum princess
   
4. Study udy udy till its time to go to Uncle Ian's
5. I smell breakfast
   
6. I miss you
   
7. I love you
   
8. I want to pee
   
9. Wtf, sissy's going out when dad clearly said we're going out later on
10. Ok, bye!
    

Happy sixteen birthday, Bzle Strna aka Elyssta Gayle Sahetapy.

We've been through so much shit together. Stupid arguments, fighting over cigarettes, getting high, eating supper on the kitchen floor, sleepovers, getting scolded by both our parents at the same(Jesus, 4 mouths scolding us JUST BECAUSE Felicia's stupid paper plane didn't fly) and CELINE DION AND BRITNEY SPEARS IN THE CAR.

Thank you for always being there whenever I needed someone. You're the best, bitch. Have a good, good one. Wait, of course you will, you're meeting me later on, lol.

Love you, partner in crime.

IT'S OCTOBER GUYS.

1 more week of hell and I'm free to p-p-p-p-party. I can't wait to get geog, sci and math papers over and done with because I'm not going to do anything for the accounts papers.

I feel like burning someone's fucking face right now.

x

October calls for changes. Changes I need to fucking make in order to bloody hell straighten up my shit and changes I should have made a long time ago. There are many things to look forward to in the coming month but the one thing I'm super excited about is my parents' 12th anni. Like omg, 12 years since you guys got married. 12 years of you being my mother. 12 years of you nagging. 12 years of you guys having so many billion fights but still end up making it up to each other at the end of the day. After 12 years and you guys are still married!!! Oh my gosh dad, your longest marriage everrrrrrrr.

Ok, bye

x

Approx. 8 more days to my next paper. Need to hardcore focus on my papers. No more lepaking and wasting my time on the net so much. I'm going to own my Math papers, Chemistry, Bio and Geography papers. I'm going to get my grade 4/3 and grade 2 for those papers respectively. I REALLY NEED A GRADE 2 FOR MY HUMANITIES AND SCIENCE.

Ughhh (&@!(&#)*)!!!!*(@!&(&@)!!!

Oh btw, I've been having really weird dreams the past few nights. I wake up feeling so lost and insecure and this sucks. Shit, I need to stop fagging.

x

"Why do all good things come to an end?"

So.. if you have yet to realise, I'm in a good mood right now.

I messed up, I'm sorry

Dear Mom,

I'm sorry I don't bring home report slips with many pretty grade As on it. I'm sorry I don't keep to my curfews. I'm sorry I don't help you out with the house chores even though I'm free as hell. I'm sorry I can't be like Dulcie who is an all rounded student who graduated with such a good testimonial and graduation cert. I'm sorry I don't get along with my little sisters at times which pisses you off because you always end up having to take sides. I'm sorry that I do things which I'm not suppose to do at my age. I'm sorry for keeping things from you and I'm sorry that I'm not the awesome daughter any parent would want.

I'm also sorry that sometimes, you don't even understand how I feel and what I'm going through. I hope some day, you'll understand why I'm behaving like this. I need you to understand that there are things I want to do in life and I hope you'll someday love me like one of your own.

xx

Had to delete my post. Strict orders from captain.

Oh well~

Hi ol' folks, I had one hell of a freaking crappy start to the week but other than that, I'm feeling good, good thanks to the lepak session I had with Diana, Flying buddy, Maria Mendoza and Yan aka. MACHO. Yes, I know I'm suppose to be studying... but hey, I did math during accounts lesson. Like, so hardworking ah sial.

I stupidly left my wallet in yan's buddha bag because I was too lazy to carry it. Now, I'm identity-less and no more brunei money for me. Did I tell you, SCHOOL WAS FANTASTIC TODAY. Shoot me for saying that but thanks Jasmine for listening to me rant like a bastard just now during lessons.

I need to go and sort my shit out so I'm out of here.

Haha, found this in my hard drive. Taken approx. 7months ago

Good morning ol' folks, had a good day with Diana, Hazmil and Sufyan. We headed to waterfront for pizza, drinks, oxygen, fire sparklers and lepak. The sunset was covered by the clouds but still, it was fantastic view from where we were sitting. We were having shitloads of fun by trying to take photos with a cybershot but major failure because we couldn't adjust the shutter speed.

Hazmil left early so the three of us decided to relive the good ol' days. We had fun the in the rain and being so damn care free. This is what I like about nights out with Diana and Sufyan. We never fail to behave like mental cases but hey, we're young, free and wild.

I woke up freaking ass early this morning because I had to pee. I have bloody math tuition today but on the brighter side, going to head out with Diana today after tuition. My mom and dad are out for the whole entire day -P-p-p-party time!!!!

x

I find myself thinking about things I dislike thinking about whenever I have too much time on my hands and this sucks. I'm glad that I'm surrounded by my fellow crazy soldiers. School has been such a blast with 'em the past week. We've been planning our 'After N levels' plans since a long time ago and now that it is getting nearer, we are all damn excited.

On a heavier note, something happened in class yesterday. My classmates talk about how I'm closer to people like Diana but not 'em and if that incident happened earlier on in the year, it would be my reason why I'm not as close to my classmates than I am to Diana, yan etc. In any case, I'm glad I drew the line but at the same time, I thank God for my homies; Jasmine, Kiana, Deanne, Ivana, Becky, Nina and Celest

Speaking of what happened in class yesterday, it also made me realise how people of the same age group matures at very, very, very different pace. I'm not refering to anyone in particular so please don't take any offence in what you're reading but then again, this is after all, my blog right..?

Ok, Diana and I are heading to waterfront for some pizza and drinks. Oh yes, had fun at granny's last night with my cousins and cousin in-law.

-Huge smile

x

It sucks to have your stomach empty cause you can't eat anything. I tried eating pasta, porridge, ice cream, chocolates(I know, shut up) and chicky rice but I failed. I teared while attempting to eat the chicky rice.

Looks like its all soup, milk, more soup and more milk for the next few days. I will die if the genius of soups didn't create soup or broth and I'll die if there weren't any cows or oceans for me to drink.

I died, I'm in hell

Although we both lie close together, we feel miles apart inside

Selamat Ketupat Day

I could be blogging about all the crap which ruined my mood this week and it would probably be on my mind for the next couple of weeks(it's really that crappy) but nah, I'd rather talk about the good since I am afterall.... Awesome :)

As some awesome people would know already, my step mom's family is Javanese malay so we celebrate Hari Raya. I had a good time catching up with my relatives from that side. Everyone's growing up so fast.. My step mom's brother got married last year and his kid is already turning 1 next month. What a pretty boy. My step mom's niece is already working as an educator in early childhood and another niece has her driver's licence already. People are growing up way too fast man..

I had a good, good time eating all the fooooooood. Went to visit momsies' family too. This is the first year Dulcie and I are able to celebrate Hari Raya with our real mom's family. They're malay too. Mom met momsies' family for the first time too. Ok, awkward... but I'm glad they met.

As usual, the money I collected from Hari Raya will go to Red Cross this year because I've never donated to Red Cross before besides the envelopes from school. Clearly, I don't deserve the money because I barely fast this month so I suppose it's not fair since the green packets are rewards for fasting through out the month.

Anyway, tomorrow we'll be having a gathering for my dad's biological father, the pyscho historian, his wife, Aunty Jean, Aunty Brenda, Uncle Denko, Ty-boy and I forgot who else. Flying buddy and Illy baby are coming over too :) Yay, I'm excited.

x

Scar Tissue -Red Hot Chili Peppers

Scar tissue that I wish you saw. Sarcastic mister know it all. Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause with the birds I'll share, with the birds I'll share this lonely view. With the birds I'll share
this lonely view

Push me up against the wall. Young Kentucky girl in a push-up bra. Fallin' all over myself to lick your heart and taste your health 'cause with the birds I'll share this lonely view. With the birds I'll share this lonely view

Blood loss in a bathroom stall. Southern girl with a scarlet drawl. Wave good-bye to ma and pa 'cause with the birds I'll share this lonely view. With the birds I'll share this lonely view

Soft spoken with a broken jaw. Step outside but not to brawl. Autumn's sweet we call it fall
I'll make it to the moon if I have to crawl andwith the birds I'll share this lonely view

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

It takes two hands to clap and communication is the freaking key but no, even though you're like bloody hell online, I have to start the conversation and you, you don't even bother to keep it going. Fuck this shit man, I'm thanking God for putting Diy into my life and telling me what I ought to know.


AND TO YOU DIYANAH AFENDY(did I get the surname right this time?)
Please, please lighten up. Don't give a shit about someone who treats you macam nonsense. We'll go do all the stuff we promised we would do after our exams. We go lepak~~(inserts mat accent) and get fried by the sun. We'll name things and people after all the stupid names we read in the papers just now. We'll go lepak~~ at ulu ulu places. I'll fly into the room where _&_ are being sexually active and I'll buzz you over and we'll video tape those two and we'll get rich by blackmailing 'em. But before we can do all of the above, cheer up. It's ketupat night and seeing your tweets is making me sad :( :(
xx

Flying buddeh came over and we had a blast. We sat in the study room reading the newspaper and making fun of people's names, lepak-ed at the rooftop talking about shit load of stuff and we played Would You Rather with a huge serving of nonsense. We just sat there talking for hours even though we were getting fried by the sun.

We lepak-ed in my room after that and Geneva came over! Woot, woot. We all watched How I Met Your Mother after that and flying buddeh had to leave after that. She should have stayed for dinner and dinner would have been so much more fun. :(

Hi Diy, I hope you're reading this and feeling as guilty as fuck for not wanting to stay for dinner just because it felt weird. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN TALKING DANCERS AND LIKE, YOU KNOW STUFFFFFFF. Kidding, love you :)

The girls are all baking in the kitchen right now while I am surfing the net because I just don't feel like baking today.

Today's such a productive day.
Ok, fine we didn't study at all. But we learnt a new MALAY word : Lata

x ---For you flying buddy

Credit: Bemysuperhero.tumblr.com

I woke up damn early today hoping to see her online so I could atleast have a conversation with her even if it's just for 2minutes but oh well.

:(
:(
:(

I'm going back to sleep. Flying buddy coming over in the afternoon to study. Lets see if we actually study.

Ok, this is really fucking killing me. The best part is, I don't even know why the fuck do I feel like this. This is what I hate about letting someone in because hell, I was fucking ready to let someone in after all the shit that is supposedly to fucking make people stronger "cause they're obstacles from God" fuck this, fuck practicing what you preach.

AND TO YOU, I can't believe you betrayed our friendship this way and honestly speaking, I am really hurt that you did what you did when you were with her. Have you ever thought about how I would feel knowing where you were when you did it? Thanks alot, really. I can't be anymore grateful to how we were both leaning on each other for support and now, you just did something you know I'm sensitive about. THANKS ALOT, FRIEND. I'm loving you forever for doing this.

Caitlin told me this for the countless time since forever : Be ignorant to things which hurts you and soon, you'll let go and that's the gift of Happiness from God

-Big smile for you

Stand By Me

Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday. I've gotta lot of things to learn. Said I would and I'll be leaving one day before my heart starts to burn

So what's the matter with you? Sing me something new... Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know. They only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things have got no meaning. I've found a key upon the floor. Maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find behind the door

Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If you're leaving will you take me with you, I'm tired of talking on my phone. There is one thing I can never give you, my heart can never be your home

Hi, it's a rainy and super cold afternoon. I'm done with 3 of my N lvl papers and now I have the rest of the week off to go lepak and oxygen and lepak and oxygen somemore and lepak somemore, yay.

I had the funniest lunch yesterday with my favourite chilli padi, Deanne. We were talking about -eyebrows. Anyway, I got to go and get ready to meet Gemma for Ice cream!

I'll be back later on.

x

Since I barely have 5 god damned minutes, I'll just sum it up in this ol' lauper's lyrics

If you're lost, you can look and you will find me, time after time.
If you fall, I will catch you. I'll be waiting, time after time

Enough of that fag's lyrics, I just want you to know that I don't ever want to lose you and when I said that meeting you was one of the best thing that ever happened to me, I meant every part of it. And my #01 favourite thing this year was you telling me you feel the same way.

xx

How the time passed away all the trouble that we gave. And all those days we spent out by the lake, has it all gone to waste? All the promises we made, one by one they vanish just the same

Of all the things I still remember, summer's never looked the same. The years go by and time just seems to fly but the memories remain

In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain. Nothing to lose but everything to gain. Reflecting now on how things could've been, it was worth it in the end

HEARTBREAK WARFARE

N level is starting next week, so damn fast.. :( I'm down with a terrible flu and fever. I've been sleeping for the whole entire day and I have yet to start on any of my homework.

Yucks, school tomorrow. So fucking gross

:(

Hi, I don't know why the fuck do I feel this way but.. I think I'm starting to miss you.
Why the shit do I even feel this way when you're someone who only pisses the fuck out of me with everything you do?

Please be safe
x

I feel like I'm drowning in ice water. My lips have turned a shade of blue. I'm frozen with this fear that you may disappear before I've given you the truth.

I bleed my heart out on this paper for you so you can see what I can't say. I'm dying here 'cause I can't say what I want to. I bleed my heart out just for you

I've always dreamed about this moment and now it's here and I've turned to stone. I stand here petrified as I look you in your eyes. My head is ready to explode

And it's all here in black and white and red for all the times those words were never said

Legal

Something today made my week and made me realised how hard work really pays off. I finally passed my Social Studies paper. I'm hoping my geography result would be as pretty too. N Lvl is starting soon. 6th September, my first written paper. I hope I will be able to scrape atleast a grade 2 for malay. I was freakin' disappointed with my malay prelims result.

Had an awesome lunch with Sufyan, maria and mona. Love days like this when all we do is laugh at everything and anything.

And Mona, there's more to Life than what you're facing now. God is making you stronger by giving you obstacles like this. It makes you stronger and a better person. You have the people around you who loves you genuinely and who would never cross the line to hurt you. "No one can judge you for how you heal your heart because no one is feeling the pain you're going through" -Some qoute I ripped off tumblr. :) I've never been much of a friend the past year but I'd hope you know that I'm always here if you need Mutton Curry, Prata, Murtabak and Durian.
xx

Happy Birthday, Bra! Keep gaying

I have so much to say to you right now but at the same time, there's so much that is holding me back from saying everything that I want to say to you.

Why is it that everything that has ever happened between us always had some difficulty?

Keep marchin' on




:)

Hope is the most exciting thing in life and if you honestly believe that love is out there, it will come. And even if it doesn't come straight away there is still that chance all through your life that it will.

-Josh Hartnett

Photos from meeting Yan, Isfa, Huda, Shu and Tammy last night. And at the bottom, photos from Malay Theatre with the school on 21st July '10.