Pass the Marijuana

Hi good evening ol' folks, it's been a bloody long week. Had to stayback almost everyday for tests/ extra lessons. Racial Harmony on wednesday was good, good! Green, midget's favourite colour. Ugly colour.

Played a shit game of badminton with Hanan, Peck and Celine. HAHAHAHAHAHA, now I know why I never joined any badminton clubs/ activities before. Went for a run around school cause it bloody raining while Celine, Peck, Hanan and Celine played doubles. Went for passion project after that! Had lunch with the girls after that and I had bloody tuition after that.

I SURVIVED TUITION!!!!!

I bathed and slept like a pig after that. :)

@Ache (http://ache.tumblr.com)

Just visited the Shatec Institutes website again to double check the admission criteria. I'm bloody scared for the interview. What if I start speaking like an lian speaking english for the first time?!?! HAHA, but the thought of being a sous chef and an executive chef makes me excited.

Full english and math tests today. I slept after doing my english papers because I enjoyed doing the essay writing and vocab was easier than chicken shit. I'm done with biology homework and I'm left with tuition homework but I shall do it tomorrow instead. I'm bloody balls tired from school.

xx

Violet Hill

Was a long and dark December. From the rooftops I remember, there was snow, white snow. Clearly I remember, from the windows they were watching, while we froze down below. When the future's architectured by a carnival of idiots on show. You'd better lie low

If you love me, won't you let me know?

Was a long and dark December. When the banks became cathedrals and the fog became God. Priests clutched onto bibles, hollowed out to fit their rifles and the cross was held aloft. Bury me in armor when I'm dead and hit the ground. A love back home unfolds.

I don't want to be a soldier who the captain of some sinking ship would stow, far below.

So if you love me, why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to Violet Hill, there we sat in snow. All that time she was silent still

-eyebrows

There is this huge wheel of emotions spinning inside of me right now. Ok, I've made up my mind. I will just be happy and contented because I managed to see _ today before heading off to bed. :)

Good night, truckers

Emotionally and physically drained

Hell yeah, she deserves to be nominated for this. Go watch it if you have yet to watch the last episode of Glee Season 1. You can actually be affected by the overwhelming emotions that are being portrayed in this 7mins or so.

Listen, listen, listen

Everyone seem to be in pretty/ very foul moods. I on the other hand, no different. Same shit, I've been in Foul Mood 101 for the past week. I don't even know where the hell to start if someone was to ask me what's up.

Everyday, you're listening to people around you bitching, moaning and whining. You listen, you listen and give 'em a shoulder to cry on. Bear getting whack just so they can release some steam. You listen to 'em whine about how fucked over their lives are even when you're busy rushing an assignment. You tell 'em everything's going alright, you crack your brain just so they'd feel better for a moment. But, when you're the one the verge of a breakdown. When you need to get everything off your system. When you're the one who needs a shoulder to cry on. When you're the one who is in need of comforting words from a god damned friend and when you're the one who is in need of a listening ear, who the fuck is there to fucking listen to you? No one.

I don't believe in just giving in and taking in all the bullshit. Always getting all the negativity and not being able to have a stand. I don't believe how when you fucktards need someone to take in all your shit, I am visible and when I'm the one at my vulnerable state, I'm invisible. Hey, I'm human too. Likewise, I'm also sitting for a major exam. I'm also facing presure, stress, fuckeries.

Yes, I'm bloody human too. People expects you to just keep taking in all the fuckeries and you know, tell you "Aiya, just forget it..." For fuck, yall expect me to just keep giving in and who the fuck gives in to me? Why the hell do you people always have to use my bad temper as something against me? Have you guys ever thought about why I even got pissed whenever I'm pissed? Have yall ever thought that somethings are just too much for me to just fucking "forget it"? Have yall actually ever bothered asking me what the fuck is bothering me? Is this what you fucking call friendship?

Hell, after 4years in IJ, all the friendships or wtv fuckery that were forged are just plain... fuckery.

I wish there was something inside me, to keep you beside me

She's a keeper

It is 1.30 am now and I'm still awake. I just finished doing F&N Coursework, I still have to do my Equipment list and I will be done!!! But nah.. I shall do it tomorrow in school in the lab.

I just changed my blogskin too after 3years. Decided that it was time for something new and I'm pretty happy with the decision I made.. I saw a Kristen Steward theme and it was freakin' hot. I'm too lazy to link people so yup, don't be an idiot and click on the links because they are phony links!

I can't wait for the weekends, just one more day of school. I have a pretty slack day tomorrow so I'm happy about that. So much has been happening and honestly, I'm worried and scared shitless right now but all I can do is to surrender everything into prayer and hope for the best to happen.

Thanks Dulcie for changing the printer ink and thank you for getting lunch for me today. I should head to bed soon because I have school in less than 5hours now. Oh my vagina balls, less than 3hours of sleep?!?! Oh great.

Oh God, I need your saving grace to pull through this

Carry on.. carry on

Good evening ol' folks, school has been tiring ever since it started last week. I'm drained from school. F&N and GAP girls rushing to finish coursework by the respective deadlines, teachers and 'rents nagging about how close Prelims and N levels are.. hm, what else?

Stacey came down to visit today. It was good seeing her just now :)

Ok, I'm going to continue coursework tomorrow instead and head to bed now to wake up later on for tonight's math. Germany Vs. Spain. Pretty obviously Hitler's going to look up to tonight's match from down under(Hell)

There's so much I can rant about right now but nah.. it's ok, this is Life after all.