Time to close your eyes

I will find the time to write whatever that has been on my mind ever since the previous post. Would really love to so right now but my eye lids are getting heavy and the purpose of this post is to just ease my mind a little or else I'd be trying to sleep while thinking about the things I want to write about.

 

Good night

All the right moves

January 16^th was a very lovely day. It wasn't spent as some damn awesome place but at work. It was a good decision to put my mobile phone aside while I was working. It felt nice just working the hours away, story telling with my manager, feeling the heat behind the counter and witnessing the disgusting things certain customers do. Away from social networking apps and away from being bugged through texts/ expecting texts from certain people.

To add on to the lovely day, came home to a very nice home cooked meal by mom. She made Japanese curry with beef. Satisfied my craving for beef. J Add on intensity to my usual work out routine too today after I got home from work. Just downloaded songs into my iTunes and finally uploaded photos I've been wanting to upload. Talking to people who makes me feel at ease. Everything feels so in place today. Fantastic.

 

Thank you, God for such a wonderful day <3

 

x

My head is ready to explode

It's 3:09 am and I've no bloody idea what am I still doing awake at this hour when I've work later on at 1pm.

It's been a really sick weekend(No pun intended) This retarded stomach of mine decided to go back to its old ways of cocking up and so I was down with a terrible stomach + fever for the weekend which made me miss work(+ it was full shift -$$$) Stayed in bed through out Saturday and spent some loving with my bed and just when I decided to fix a level on my bookshelf that my little sister leaned on, my whole bookshelf fell on me. Such luck. Pretty upset right because all of my lovely books are stacked up on the floor. Up till now, I'm still not over how my bookshelf just collapsed. No thanks to my little fat ass sister who just decided to conveniently lean on one of the levels. L

I'm sorry for sounding so whinny over a bookshelf + my books but I really treasure and love every single book I've ever gotten from anyone or bought. Books are amazing. Once you start reading a good ass book, you're transported to another world almost instantly.

Enough said about my bookshelf. Talking about it only makes me even more upset about it. Le sigh

On a lighter note, when I had dinner with @cforserious on Thursday evening, I was pleasantly surprised at how genuinely charitable she is. Not that I've never had a good impression of her or what so ever but I just thought what she did is pretty remarkable for someone her age + someone who is always talking about how broke she is. When this old, frail granny came up to us while we were eating at Thong Seng at Bugis selling tissues to us, I gave the granny a dollar which is the usual price for getting 3 packs of tissues. She then said something in mandarin which I didn't understand at all and Cerelia told me to give her a bit more, so I did. After that, Cerelia started having a conversation with her. From what I understood, she asked the granny if she had her dinner already, granny said no so she asked her what she wanted to eat and just showed her the menu like as though it's such a norm to be buying a meal for a random stranger.

I should be heading to bed soon so..... till then, please learn how to treasure your bookshelves. L

x

With what we have, I promise you that we'll keep marching on

Let me start off this post by thanking God and all those who supported me through out my journey towards O-levels. My results may not kick ass fantastic but I'm satisfied with it because I gave it all that I've got at that point of time. Struggled to get myself in check and shit along those lines but I survived.

Went to apply for school today and the lady was so nice. I can't specify the help she's giving me 'cause its classified (I know, I know) but my goodness, I can't believe the amount of blessings I'm receiving at the start of an amazing 2012. #ThankyouGod forever trending in my heart and mind man.

It was nice having @cforserious, @JoanDeeJett and @pantiesandbra (previously known as @kellovesboxing) there in the school hall with me to collect my results. After all the crying, we had a late lunch and headed to Keppel Bay to chill at Wine Glass.

Amazing view, even more fantastic company. :-)

Fucking fail 

Ah lians of Wine Glass leh

We the minahs of Keppel Bay sioll

On a side note, spent last weekend in Batam with @JoanDeeJett and @pantiesandbra. Basically, we had a lot of fun, smoking everywhere and everywhere, fucking whack motorbike rides after midnight at 100km/h without a helmet, drinking 'cause the alcohol is so cheap there, away from the hustle and bustle of the city. It felt so good to be there. There are more photos from our stay there but I'm feeling tad lazy~ @cforserious regretted not coming along, HEE HEE HEE

Met up with my soldiers after coming back. Say hi to @celestineee  <3

City Skyline

A Scottish house in Scotland 

Work later on. And here I am... Not sleeping, talking to Deb on Facebook Chat, spamming @yanaindreas wall, reading up on the different type of buildings, fantasizing about designing a dream house with a Scottish finish + with the beach as a back yard and the city skyline as a view from my roof top.

Didn't do much on the 2nd day of January besides pigging out on the couch while watching E! and Star World. Met @ishotmyzombie, @kellovesboxing and @JoanDeeJett for dinner at Pastamania in West Mall. It was such a horrible dining experience. Never liked Pastamania and after last evening's meal, my dislike for Pastamania has definitely rocketed. Got a haircut and headed back home to watch more E! and a local chinese drama(Don't judge, haha)

Have a good week ahead, lads.

Cheers to the freakin' new year

So, it's the new years!!!! 2011 has ended and 2012 is here; another year of.... joy, laughter, happiness, yay. *cue to read in a monotone voice.

Decided to spend the last day of 2011 with the few people I wouldn't be an awkward koala with; @cforserious, @JoanDeeJett, @Kellovesboxing, @yellowskivvies and Zee :-) Had a really pointless argument with Diana and Kel before that which made me feel as though NYE was going to be shitty and the year was going to end in a bitter manner but I'm glad things were fine after I came. Had some Macdonald's and pre drinks at Somerset before heading to Marina Bay Sands.

Took the cab with @cforserious to head to Marina Bay Sands and the most disgusting thing happened.... She was singing along to a mandarin song that was playing on the radio. She could even tell me the title and the artist. Well... She's pretty in touch with her roots, troll lol lol. We were all stuck at a traffic congestion near the chop stick memorial so we decided to alight and walked towards the direction of Marina Bay Sands. Before we knew it.... the clock struck midnight and it was good bye 2011, hello 2012!!!!

The fireworks display was mesmerizing. We were all commenting on how our taxes, school fees were being burned in the sky while watching it. Pretty much a bummer but hey, it was funny. Watching the fireworks and being there on a brand new year felt so different. Thousands of thoughts ran through my mind while standing there watching the fireworks. Thoughts I never knew that would come back to me and emotions I thought I wouldn't feel after what seem to be a very long time ever since I thought of it/ felt that way. I've to admit that I felt a lot of fear and uncertainty but at the same time, it felt amazing. The fear and uncertainty of what's going to be in store for the year + results + family was over come with the amazing feeling of knowing that I've managed to make it through till the end of 2011 + the blessings I've been receiving the past couple of months + the good company that I was having. Words can't even half describe the emotions I'm trying to put across, ya?

Headed to Marina Bay Sands after that. While waiting, this Chinese Malaysian girl came to us frantically asking if she could borrow a mobile to make an international call because she lost her family. It must have been agony for her when we tried to call her family but the phone lines were all jammed. Her expression and how she exclaimed out loud after she managed to get through was a definite picture perfect moment. Settled for Bazin's. Really nice ambiance.

Had HoeGaarden for the night. Kel surprised Diana with a Flaming Lambo and Waterfall 'cause she wanted it to be an interesting night. Zee broke her alcohol virginity; hell yeahhhhh. It was about time since she's already 19! There was this crazy group of Indonesians sitting next to us. The girls were... fucking sexy. They started getting high and soon, shit got real w 'em and us! One of the girls started kissing all of us on the lips and when it came to yours truly, she decided that she likes me best, so guess who got lucky~ -eyebrows. Took crazy photos with them and got vodka shoved in the mouth too. All in the name of fun.

Got stuck at Marina Bay Sand's Hotel taxi stand for 2 and a half fucking hours after that because the cab drivers all decided to either tout and over charge like fucking bastards, stand around + smoke + put their cabs on busy, just decided not to turn into Marina Bay Sands. Never mind that we were stuck at the queue, I had to take care of two lovely girls whose bodies weren't responding well to the alcohol they had. @cforserious better remembers she said she's never going to drink again + @JoanDeeJett needs to stop puking anywhere she likes, haha. They were such babies but ah well, it's new year, give them face.

Made acquaintances with these two guys from Germany, an Indian local with his Cebu wife. The local was complaining about how his wife is pregnant and this driver offered to take him to his place in Bugis for $70. That was really touting and over charging at his best. Stood there talking about what bastards the cab drivers were being + random things under the sun. The local kindly gave Kel and I cigarettes to smoke 'cause we ran out. One of the German talked to me about homosexuality too. His views on it got an ultimate amount of respect from me. Finally managed to get a cab and headed for breakfast at Wendy's at town because we couldn't get any rooms. SOME CHIBAI RECEPTIONIST DECIDED TO CONVENIENTLY GIVE OUR ROOM TO ANOTHER PERSON JUST BECAUSE WE WEREN'T THERE "AS SOON AS POSSIBLE" TO CHECK IN. Thanks bitch, happy fucking new year to you too.

Meet Farhan(@yellowskivves) and Zee. Cute ass couple 

A photo with our friends from Indonesia :-) 

Meet @cforserious. This is a pretty funny photo 'cause Zee commented on how both our heads went in the same direction

Putri Diana (@JoanDeeJett) with Zee. Beautiful young ladies 

Meet Kel (kellovesboxing) aka the bar tender from T.G.I.Friday's 

@JoanDeeJett, @kellovesboxing, @awesomeshit, @cforserious 

Waterfall (sadly, isn't any shot w the lighted bottle)

Beautiful pair 

The yellow and dirty fellas for the night. #kidding 

When you order your beer, it's something to be taken seriously. 

Lol at Farhan's reaction! 

Hungry eyes~

They love being all over each other. Public Display of Affection on over drive

I look fucking ass sleepy here and @cforserious just looks stupid. *cue for uhmmz expression. #kidding

Our happy family portrait. My mama and papa. :-) They treat me like their child. I suka

Got home and slept like a baby till 3:23pm. Got up, had a bite, watched How I Met Your Mother, New Girl, Beethoven the movie, cleaned the house then got ready to head to Queensway for some damn good Chicken Curry. Weird as me had my curry without any chicken because I only like the potatoes. Diana decided that she wanted a kite so Kel got her one and we were off to West Coast Beach to go kite flying at 10pm!!!! IT WAS SO THRILLING. Totally enjoyed the experience. Learnt how to fly the kite properly and I can't wait for the next time I'm going to fly a kite!!!!! Which reminds me... I should go fly the family's helicopter soon!!!! AH~, so many things that I want to do this year. Had a quick supper before checking the Traffic Police/ Cisco fine at the AXS machine... I could have swore I felt everything I ate coming out from my stomach. Two hundred fucking dollars, say whuuuuuuuuuut. Got home fairly early at 1:30am and watched the Kardashians on tele for  a bit.

The mighty rainbow kite flying high up in the star sparkled sky 

@JoanDeeJett's top doesn't match her tribal cardigan at all..... 

Told you they have PDA on over drive 

It's 5:04am.. Looks like I'll be sleeping in today!!!! Might head over to the library to read though. Loving how the first month of the year is playing out. My fingers and toes are crossed that results on January 10th would be good and do some justice to the studying I did... Well, I know I was fucking distracted through out the O-level period. I felt disappointed that I wasn't good enough to even be spared for the fact that I was sitting for a major exam but ah well, fuck that. Dear God, please show me some grace for my results, Amen.

What a way to end 2011 and start 2012. Here's to another year of anything positive and anything negative to everyone. Cheers

Yay, flower power. Pew pew pew!