But you feel so far away.

Ok,so today was Sec Twofive and Twosix General L'dership programme.Trekked and Hiked from MacRitchie Resevoir/Nature Reserve all the way to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve and the summit of Bukit Timah.

Melissa,Marissa,Monica,Celestine,Mithra,Naomi,Tiffany,Gwen,Hafidzah,Mariam,Cheng Yi,Fion,Mayanne,Jia Li and Mr.V were my grp members,All 16 of us were called Oooo Oooo Ah Ah Monkeys!
So we reached MacRitchie and got delayed by almost an hour while other groups were already starting off their journey.We camwhored while waiting to be allowed to set off.I had to lead my group,wonderful Ms.Au just had to assigned me as a group leader.Luckily,my fab partner,Melissa was there beside me to help me along and so were the people behind me to help me convey msges to the peeps at the back.The great part of today was that , even though my group were being delayed for almost an hour after other group started off,non of them let it damp their mood for the Hike.All of us still had that 'Ughhh' Enthusiastic attitude for the hike.
We saw really cool and interesting things/living things along our hike.
Here are some of the things we saw:
(1)Snakes.
(2)Squirrels(sp??)
(3)Monkeys(Pretty obviously.)
(4)Butterflies.
(5)Different breeds of Lizards.
(6)Huge Gigantic Ants.
(7)Different Species of plantations we rarely get to see in our daily lives.
Our group was really really really bonded.We don't usually mix around with each other in school.We learned that if we set our differences aside,we are able to overcome come whatever shitty2bang2 things in our way.I admit,i don't usually hang arnd with Tiffany ,Naomi,Cheng Yi and some few other of them in school,i felt that this trip helped me learned more about them even though my whole hot3 family was in the same group as me,we were able to communicate with each other and not alien ourselves.Suprisingly,people who usually don't open up much during lessons like Jia Li,actually screamed,shouted,laughed and played along with all of us the noisy people.Im sure all of us learned alot abt one another.Everyone played their part in this whole hiking thingy,like for example,Marissa and Celestine and the rest singing their hearts out to motivate everyone not to give up and perserveare(esp,Marissa,the choirist.)Cheng Yi,telling everyone to eat and drink healthy and giving us all sorts of nutrients advices.And the rest of us providing the laughter and nonsense to keep everyone alive.I admit the stupid mentality advice was pretty lame,but hey,it did help atleast a lil rightt.Even though we were the second last group to reached the Peak,everyone did not give up and everyone just continued to enjoy nature and chionging up Bukit Timah and rampaging thru nature,that's what i find is the best part of our group.Who would have thought this thinggy would have taught us so much things about the people around us.And from this i conclude that Everyone has their goods.It just depends on how we look at them and that no matter how hard the obstacles we face or how tough the road gets,through helping hands ,perservearance,faith,determination and more importantly,team work and cooperation,impossible is nothing .You will complete what you have set on to do if you put your all in it.Even though we weren't first or second or third,we completed the whole course.Well,well done to all the teams yo.

Slacked like shit during training after the hike.Went to sand pit and throwed afew times.I have a new junior today.Her name is J-(something.),sec 1/8.I bet Crystal Fong is still pissed at the juniors like how i am.Im really sad that the juniors don't have that exact equal amount of respect for us seniors like how we have respect for our B'Div seniors.My shotput juniors don't take trainings seriously,very saddening.They said "Only one year senior frm us,so?"but to quote Dhivyaa(Sp??) :It's still one year.

I slacked like shit that i was so free to watch the sprinters doing 200 m relays,go to the high jump area and talked to Cynthia abt i don't knw what,msg people in the canteen,stare at how wonderful my shot put juniors are.
After training ended,Cynthia's wonderful juniors told me alot of things which are i don't think is appropriate to describe Cynthia.Well,i gotta say is that,if the juniors respect us seniors,alot of things would be different,esp their impression of us.Cynthia Tan,if youre reading this,pls don't complain alot,later your voice become even worse than what it is now and you won't sing Stop and Stare for me,grrrrrrr.Can you please study the song woman.

Janet Sim is still Princess Whiner,early morning have to listen to her whining abt the hike and the food and evrything.Haha,damn funny uh that woman.

"Laying on my shoulders,im sick of feeling down"

Stop but don't stare.

I really can't get to sleep tonight.At the rate im going,im really pissing myself off.

Training turned out to be better than what Sleeping(ST) and I anticipated after what happened on Monday.Coach said my backward throw is better now !! And he said We trained well today-Clap3.Ms.Chua finally appeared during training today!She promised us weights training so many times before but,it nvr happens-.- but me,being such a kind soul did not taopok her as she was wearing my favourite colour today,HAHA.
My throat is feeling really terrible now.Headache is killing me oh so badly but i can't get to sleep.My temperature has been on and off lately,weird.
Talked to Cynthia after training .Can you believe it , we talked till seven.We were mainly talking about how hyped we are about Click Five and Paramore!(Pretty Obvious.)I really really really hope Paramore gets confirmed and Hopefully One Republic will come down to Sg!
I pity her,she wanted to Stop and Stare at random people while on the way home yesterday but all she get to meet was a Beng Couple. So,smart her was smart enough not to stop and stare cause : Cynthia's desire to stop and stare at random people+Beng Couple=Hell,Black Eye and Piang;limbs being trashed.Lawl.
Im listening to Empty like for the over uncountable time tonight/today.

Sheryl Phua is damn weird and Crazy(Just Like SHERYL SHEN whom she loves deeply,aww)During HHF,we had to run using the rubber bands,sucks much.Sheryl was like cheering and cheering and cheering like a broken tape recorder.Haha.Class was definitely more bonded this time round.

"Steady hands just take the wheel"

"I wanna stop and stare at random people"

Cynthia got my head polluted with Click Five . Haha, three quarter of the time we talked are usually spent talking about Click five and One Republic(-Screams)
That poor girl was stuck in school to do her project and homeworks.She wants to stop and stare at random people on the streets,Weirdo much right.Haha,im looking forward to upcoming concerts this year with Cynthia,my concerts buddy.Haha.

Im listening to tons of Click Five , One Republic and Lenny Kravitz s' songs like crazy now.Lenny Kravitz 's New album ain't too bad,I love I'll Be Waiting,it carries great meaning don't you agree.I want to get Simple Plan's latest album but i am still considering.Sheryl Phua made a statement in the school hall today stating :"Even thou Simple Plan's Songs are pop-rockish , the lyrics are very meaningful" and of course ending it with :"Pierre 's hair now is damn hot luh" And Mel agrees with her and also by stating:"Yea,I agree with Sheryl that what matters is that the lyrics." And everyone soon started ranting about how they hate Techno,Trance(Sp??) and all those shitty shitty bang bang songs.

Visual arts was a total bummer today.We missed our precious recess time getting lectured by Mrs.Ng cos we missed two whole periods of Visual Arts in the morning.

Well, im gonna go and do Math assignment which was due monday,lawl and pretty obviously revise for History!

I've seen you cry into the night.I feel your pain..Can I make it right?I realized there's no end inside

Life, what a word.

Maybe we are better off this way.




Im really tired.
Had one of the best times in school today.
Mass and Concert was good.Met up with hot3 family in the morning at Macs.Sheryl Phua is frigging weird,Haha,spastic luh that woman.

Almost everything isn't going on well now.Two people i know passed away yesterday and today.School isn't going well.Science test was screwd.Geog project was long over dued but Ms.Teo(is that her name?)didn't collect it from us even thou she has been complaining abt our class not handing in assignments.Mel and I were doing our own stuff( I was Msging JayTee while Mel was writing a letter) and she was talking away then she came up to our tables and Mel and I were like `omg`.Luckily she didn't notice what we were doing but she checked our papers instead.Mel and I were like "goodness,she is some scary shit man" for the nxt 20 mins.She is seriously scary manxz.

Socialism is a huge cause of stress,don't you think so? MmmHmm.

Im too lazy to continue the rest of what i wanna post so I will continue some other time.

I just watched Im Not Stupid Too for the 10th time and it still nvr fails to move me.

"It’s not right, not ok.Say the words that you say.Maybe we’re better off this way?.I’m not fine, I’m in pain.It’s harder everyday.Maybe we’re better off this way?.It’s better that we break."