Made my mistakes, let you down

Viewing jake ashley's (http://onthradio.blogspot.com/) made me miss theawesomestshit so much. The only reason why i enjoy sharishimmen.lj so much is because... actually no paticular reason. Maybe it's because there's the Friend's Page feature & it's really easy to change blog titles and all that jazz.

The holidays weren't productive at all. By far, only completed social studies SBQ questions minus the mothercowballs project -middle finger, Chemistry paper, but left out 3 qns(!?), Bio paper, left out 1qns, Math (7mothercowballspages) algebra worksheet but still have some problem solving rubbish & ENGLISH is so far the only homework which i completed. (Come on, it's english. -.- )

Sherry hamdam has so kindly offered her services to me for Math Algebra. Thank god- not using his name in vain for such people like Sherry :D God bless her. I friggin' gave her the password to sharishimmen.lj because i was lazy to explain to her english homework, heh what a bum... I know :)

The H1N1 cases has gone up but no, goverment still refuses to rule out the order of closing down the schools. Like come on, if you're such a people goverment, shouldn't you have thought about how not closing down the school would have an effect like MORE STUDENTS COMING IN CONTACT AFTER THE HOLIDAYS= MORE PRONE OF GETTING INFECTED?! What, 1 week of having 'em quarantined would help? No, doesn't help alright. Actually, i'm just bullshitting cause i've got nothing better to say.

1month of holidays has successfully rot my not very huge brain. Even when Aj called me earlier on, i was like "huh what who are you" even after she repeated 3 times she's aj, ah well...

Had a great time with Shannen @ jake's place on Wednesday. Jake did lunch while shannen & i were physically fighting. Had an awesome prank call with Nicole Ashley. We took lots of pictures & vidoes. My fav was us imitating Guns N Roses & Jason mraz. Had a bloody english lesson with shannen on the word "Decision" fucking.... annoying, seriouzzzzz.

Oh yes, merald fucking scolded like noone's fucking business last night. And suay suay, bumped into her at the new vending machine today, bummer.

Now there's this huge buzz about M. Jack's death. Woh, he changed the music industry man. But at the same time, things doesn't look too good now with all the stupid arguements. And fuck, i feel so pissed with myself cause i keep losing my kepala. A passing sarcastic remark could very well just mean a start of another arguement. There's no point in saying 'I love you b' when you don't mean it. You don't even show an ounce of your 'i love you's. 19 hours 19 hours. But i guess now it's forever & ever amen.

Hi b, i'm sorry for the fuckery we went through in the past 20hours. I really don't know what else to say anymore. I guess both of us can't accept the fuckery we're being put through right now. School's starting soon and for sure we're going to drift apart but that doesn't mean i don't give a shit about you. I'm sure we will be able to work this out soon.. so yeah anyway, i love you bulldozer. Remember to brush your hair tonight asswipe. (:

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Why can't you be straight up with honesty

Haha, i 'm shocked to know that there are still people here, though my tag board is kindda dead.
Haha, faithful readers of theawesomestshit, salute you people.
So yea.. it's the new year. I don't really like how my year's going right now. Everything's still as shitty as ever. I am amazed at how fast i am able to screw up this year. I'm just glad that i've not been lagging behind in my school work. I don't know why do i always find myself in this sort of situations.

The past weeks have been really hectic. Trainings, school work, church, family.. the list just goes on man. My social life's dead now. I've been neglecting alot of stuff. I've been ignoring alot of people in school. Honestly, the person i used to call bestfr is nothing but an hell sent arsehole. I read my old posts from last year. Nov holiday posts are what hit me hard. Amazing how i used to be so close to shanth, calyssa & etc. And amazing how i used to be so in love with heath/ j.

Never thought anything could come between my friendship with 'em till one faithful day, simone just had to do something do my msn conversation with her which jeopardised everything. I don't blame her cause everything that happens is god's will and noone can change that. Instead, i shall thank her cause after my friendship with 'em came to a bitter end, i realised there's more to life than just hanging out with seniors & having people being envious of you for being friends with seniors.

I'm a senior now. And i 'm not friends with any juniors except for those who are in track. I'd talk to 'em but only Hi Bye cause it's damn cliched how juniors thinks that they're all that when seniors talk to 'em. There's a tendency that there might be some jealousy rage between two juniors when you're friends with 'em and i do not wish to be part of that kind of shit after what happened couple weeks back.

I guess what im going through is just a phase. I'm sure i'll get out of this soon, hopefully.

I fell yesterday during training & my right leg is hurting real badly at the wounded area. I think my leg's pretty much cacat right now. I need to go for a haircut tmr and i'll be heading down to s.a.m tmr alone cause all the arsewipe friends of mine bailed out on me : ( Last minute somemore! tsk

I decided not to talk to some arsewipe person anymore. I feel disgusted for having such a friend like her. Been giving her cold replies and all that jazz. And she actually thought i was smiling at her whne i saw my other friends with her yesterday after training, yucks don't be so disgusting please.

Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be

-American woman, listen to what i say
Town with Calyssa yesterday. As usual, it's one of our typical last minute outings cause i didn't wanna train & she's no school. We bus-ed to town and fug we saw alot of St. Marg's & Raffles' Girls. We were surrounded by 'em so you could imagine how polka-dotish & high beltish we felt. Something happened in the bus which just makes me go 'roflx 100,000,000' while it makes calyssa go 'Fug, there's too much chlorophyll here. Greeeen' While walking to Old Chang Kee we saw someone that looked like Curry Puff so we were like 'Wdf' & we walked over to Cine.
Calyssa was staring at all the International School kids in their ethinic costumes(HOW TYPICAL AH!) We waited for two princesses named Cherryl & Sherryn. We deliberately waited for 'em at the information counter knowing how dense they are :)
We saw like tens of people there from Ij. We saw people from St. Marg's (AGAIN)& MGS.
We went to get tickets for High School Musical 3. Thanks to the two princesses, Calyssa & I were forced to watch the show, but wtv. Cherryl wanted to eat BK for lunch so we headed down to Bk & guess who Calyssa & I saw again, Curry Puff. Well, basically hundreds of our school girls were there, so wtv. We took many unglam pictures of Cherryl & Sherryn. And sherryn eats damn fuggen slow. Imagine if it's Carl's Jr she's eating -__- Gone case.

The movie was kindda alright. Sherryn kept pinching me :' ( THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE MOVIE. Calyssa & I felt fuggen gay when we kept pointing out hot dudes in the show (Other than that overrated male lead, Zac Efron.) Can't really remember what happened after the movie but yeah, there was alot of walking & drama at the last part. Definitely the drama was not with 'em if not i wouldn't be bothered to post about yesterday right. Oh oh, we met Macho, Brunei Girl & Isfawesome. Calyssa & I had our hearts thumping fucking fast(&FURIOUS) while going home.
So that was basically my day yesterday. I need to go out more. I wanna watch The Coffin. I wanna go shopping again!!!!!!!!! CALLING SHERYL SHEN YING EN!! YOUR YOUNGER SISTER WANTS TO GO SHOPPING AGAIN & WE CAN GET HOT & AWESOME LOVE AFFAIR BOOKS AGAIN IN BORDERS & GET MORE ICE CREAMMMMMM & FOOOOD & BAND TEES! (Alright, that was not intended, just a sudden rage of love homones for my older sister & shopping.)
Talked on the phone with Jerrica(You can hear the whole sg go 'wdf') Can't remember what the hell did we talked about but tch yeah, wtv.
This morning was fun, went for smac then mom sent me to school to drop off my form & sheryl shen's(see, im such a nice younger sister ^^) She made me eat breakfast at the cafeteria in Toa Payoh Hub. Initially wanted to eat Delifrance but she detested how the gurkhas were blocking the way. Fetched Liyana from tuition and came back home & slept for 2 hours plus. Mom went for a meeting with a client. How not cool with both parents meeting clients on a saturday. Mom promised to bring us out later to get a baptism present for the Filipino boy Aunty Jean's daughter adopted! How fun, can't wait to go for the baptism tmrw!!

Mithra J, Leticia,Marissa, Chris, Petrina, Mel

My huge awesome fun loving groupies!!

Sheryl Phua, sheryl shen & moron are missing though.

Long gone are the lower sec days

Had alot of bonding time with Ms. Au+the class today. We had talks by teachers & our much dreaded dm.
Got back results today & everyone is getting promoted to secondary three!
We watched a class video which moved everyone. It was awesome to have something like that on our last day as a class today.
My classmates made me cry :'( Im going to miss all 'em especially those that i bonded alot with the past few months. Im glad that we intergrated well with Leticia & Sheryl shen since they joined our class this year.
Here is a little something for my classmates who got invited to read this blog.
Please bear with me as this may sound kindda too out of my hardcore, heartless, assholic world.
Yea, so we only really got fuggen bonded this year just when we're bout to get seperated into different classes.
Everyone in school just see us another typical 'normal academic class' in Ij with many express students & biased teachers looking down on us. But we have proven 'em wrong with many us doing better than the express geeks. Life isn't always about winning but this time round, you just gotta say 'HAH, in your face geeks'.
One strong point about us as a class that we truly do live up to 'ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE' with our attitude of always standing for one another as a class no matter what th situation is especially during Mr. Lim's Math Lessons, hah!
One thing i love about our class is that no matter what fucked up rubbish place or assignment we're stuck in, everyone always have fun no matter which different group of peope we're stuck with. Masses, concerts, inter-class & lessons are fuggen fun with all you. Now we won't have Ms. Au to constantly nag at us. Im affirmative that is something we'll miss dearly. We have Ms. Au to be grateful to cause if it hadn't been for her, alot of other teachers would have just gave up on us after semester one. Even when every other bicthes in school looked down on us, she stood by us continuing to be our pillar of strenght+ perserverance & naggings so that we'll all pull up our socks & do wellin the exams.
Not only was Ms. Au the one who pushed & motivated all of us, but it was also everyone's effort in class that pulled us through this year. So kudos to everyone in our twofive family! There's alot that makes us twofive namely..
1)Everyone's retarded antics of singing, dancing, laughing, cracking out of th world jokes, lameness+ Writing how hot she is on the board
2)Ms. Au's nagging!!! Killer man
3)Sheryl Shen liking who in class talks!!HAH
4)Making Mr. Lim fucken mad during lessons
5)Pissing every other teachers that come into our class
I think the list would just go on if i go any further. So yea, ho ho hopefully yall will get good companies next year in your new classes. I love every single one of you though im always hot-temper-ing with you guys(ooops my bad).



Secondary Two Five!

SECONDARY ONE, Unglam fuck.

Deanne

This is dedicated to my dear chilli padi(NO PUN INTENDED), Deanne Tan Su-Ling
She has finally got her bestfriend who will stick with her for the next 50 years of her life(yes deanne, you will die at th age of sixty four, aww)
Deanne, a word of advice, don't ask your bestfriend out when you're making babies, no good. & Please never ask her out when you're dancing or swimming!!! It will be a bad move!!!!!!!!!!!!
ENJOY WITH YOURNEW FOUND BESTFRIEND & THE SUFFERINGS SHE BRINGS ALONG!!! LOVE YOU 8- )