There are so many things going through my head right now. I lost all drive in life and I don't feel like doing anything for the rest of the holidays. The damned phone conversation I had right after work last night totally killed me.

I never felt so insulted in my whole entire life. Apart from feeling so bloody insulted, I lost you. People are always saying (even myself): You're still young, you'll find someone else. But guys, have yall ever thought that maybe, just maybe there are some people you might want to keep for the rest of your life even as a friend?

As stupid as this may sound, I feel so taunted. Whatever Val's dad said (shout to be precise) is still replaying in my head like a broken record.

I need help